THolt OSC 6G Journal

[Tholt]

Hello 

It has been a long long time since I have posted a journal here. I have been running OSC 6G for the past few days and wanted to start this journal to keep track of my progress.

I am greatly relived at the reduced listening time of 6G compared to the old days of 4G and 5G. Apart of me still thinks "is one 20 minute loop a day sufficient"


I am early on in my journey of listening to OSC 6G but I have noticed a couple of things:

- Some bouts of anger and irritability. A couple days ago at work I was in a crabby mood all morning

- A subtle yet noticeable growth of confidence. For example, there was a task I was thinking about that I had doubts about before.  I started to think that yes I could do this certain task.

That is all that I have noticed thus far only after 4 days of listening. I will continue to listen and keep you guys apprised of my progress.

[Tholt]

Had a very tense conversation today with my dad about getting married. He has been nagging me to find long term GF and get married. I don't want to get married at all. This confrontation made me realize how much I care for his opinion.
Maybe this is OSC forcing me to break out on my own and realize that I need to start forging my own path.

A painful yet necessary transformation. Sometimes change is painful.

[Johannesbrst]

Had a very tense conversation today with my dad about getting married. He has been nagging me to find long term GF and get married. I don't want to get married at all. This confrontation made me realize how much I care for his opinion.
Maybe this is OSC forcing me to break out on my own and realize that I need to start forging my own path.

A painful yet necessary transformation. Sometimes change is painful.

Parents don’t have even a little bit of saying into who, when or how you decide to do in regards to finding a partner. 

If any of mine would be pulling some kind of blame game in regards to that I would politely tell them to go fuck off. 

OSC is what you need.

[Shannon]

My mother had it stuck in her head that the "proper way" to go through life was to go to college and get a Master's or Doctorate degree, and then get a "safe" job working for state or federal government. She nagged the shit out of me and tried to push, force, coerce me into following that path, but I just do not do well with "formal" education. I ended up seriously in debt over her insistence on her path, and it took me over a decade to pay back my student loans, and I never ended up getting the damned degree because I realized that it was a waste of my time and would create even MORE unnecessary debt. All this cost me a decade of my life working to pay off a debt I didn't need to have, instead of making money and spending it on advancing myself and investing instead.

All this to say... it was scary going against what my mother wanted/insisted on, but that was her path, not mine. I wish I had had the courage to follow my own path from the get-go. In other words...

Do what's right for you. Not what's right for them.

[Tholt]

@Shannon

I am amazed how fast you are building 6G subs. Seems like you can make them faster than in 5G

[Shannon]

@Shannon 

I am amazed how fast you are building 6G subs. Seems like you can make them faster than in 5G

I spent almost a decade designing 6G.  Not just what it was aiming to be,e but optimizing how it was done.  Everything got attention, down to the smallest detail.  It is a LOT fast for me to take a finished script and turn it into a finished subliminal audio as a result.  The bottlenecks now are creating and optimizing the script, and figuring out the usage patterns.  6G is very heavily optimized in a lot of ways.