Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[Shannon]

Shannon,

Would you say that having dark triad tendencies, such as narcissism is an strong response to h/c even if it continuous on B? I had a conversation today in which im having an strong reduction in care and empathy at all, till the point, when it spiked, it putted me into an callous tunnelvision like state. I was commented on the stare aswell.

Also, as I was interviewed further and remember it, it was shocking how easy the follow up steps we're to that and how unfazed I was under it. Thinking back to it, mere attention makes this kind of slippery like it is fed instantly. It gains momentum fast in an way it ticks many boxes of npd for example.

That it also is met with curiosity and calculating intelligence is...idk.

I have no clue.

There should be nothing negative coming out of the H&C. The H&C is not designed to be universal, but to result in clearing the way for the program to execute, so if you have one or more of those issues and you are using A side, it may not affect them in terms of healing or clearing them. They may become more obvious, although the program is designed to prevent negative results. I'm not sure what to tell you. Have you been professionally evaluated?

[Shannon]

Shannon, quick question regarding DMSI. It was mentioned at some point during development of 3.2 about a feature to do with sniping somebody by looking at a photo/online picture? Not much was mentioned about it, did it make it into the release, if so how does one go about activating it, is it just as simple as looking at a picture?

The ability to snipe within line of sight has been in place since V1.0, and the ability to snipe at any distance based on an image of someone is a quirk of that. That's the Standard Sniper. It has been there all along.

To make it work, you have to look at the image of the person, and your subconscious should do the rest automatically. The key is, this won't be very valuable unless you have a strong attraction to them, and there is some way for them to know about you and do something about it.

[brightike]

@Shannon Is there going to be a gap required between versions?

[THolt]

Hey @Shannon how is the development of B17 going?

Also what programs are you likely to develop other than UM/OP while you are developing DSMI 3.3?

[Shannon]

@Shannon Is there going to be a gap required between versions?

If I want to get the effects of 3.3 for testing instead of 3.2, yes.

[Shannon]

Hey @Shannon how is the development of B17 going?

Also what programs are you likely to develop other than UM/OP while you are developing DSMI 3.3?

B17 is not being developed right now because I don't have time. Development is sporadic, but it is fascinating and exciting. I just don't have enough time in a day most days.

I am going to develop a program to trigger the hair on the head and the fingernails to grow faster, stronger and longer, and I might also work on US/LM and Awakener.

Sleep Induction Aid 2.0 is turning out to be a lot more challenging than I expected; converting the 5.5G skeleton script to "instant on/instant off" requires a LOT of modules be checked for whether or not they should be active. I thought I would have been finished building it today, but I have only checked half of them and identified the other half, so hopefully tomorrow.

[DarthXedonias]

Since the Sleep Induction Aid 2.0 is taking longer than I thought to finish, I am going to finish it and then start working round robin on DMSI 3.3 and one or more other programs.

Ya know, after I got home and read this it kind of made sense of what was happening to me today. I noticed today that particularly on this one chick I've had my eye on, the Latina with the nice backside, that I didn't have the standard "I don't care" attitude. I literally was checking her out as she walked in and was feeling sexually attracted to her. On top of that I kept on feeling this need to want to start my online program and get through it already. Didn't know where this sudden motivation to move forward in my life came from. I thought at first it might be from US/LM but seeing as you might be putting that on hold for a bit and combined with my sexual interest being restored it might just be TID from 3.3. I guess this might be a good sign that things are moving in the right direction as far as me not resisting with the "I don't care" attitude.

As I side note, have you come up with any ideas on how to remedy the "Scorch earth" reaction when the subconscious resists? I didn't get it on version A but I certainly got that adverse reaction on B for some reason. It felt like what you described when you were in that "cycle". Everything that could go wrong, did go wrong.

[Shannon]

Since the Sleep Induction Aid 2.0 is taking longer than I thought to finish, I am going to finish it and then start working round robin on DMSI 3.3 and one or more other programs.

Ya know, after I got home and read this it kind of made sense of what was happening to me today. I noticed today that particularly on this one chick I've had my eye on, the Latina with the nice backside, that I didn't have the standard "I don't care" attitude. I literally was checking her out as she walked in and was feeling sexually attracted to her. On top of that I kept on feeling this need to want to start my online program and get through it already. Didn't know where this sudden motivation to move forward in my life came from. I thought at first it might be from US/LM but seeing as you might be putting that on hold for a bit and combined with my sexual interest being restored it might just be TID from 3.3. I guess this might be a good sign that things are moving in the right direction as far as me not resisting with the "I don't care" attitude.

As I side note, have you come up with any ideas on how to remedy the "Scorch earth" reaction when the subconscious resists? I didn't get it on version A but I certainly got that adverse reaction on B for some reason. It felt like what you described when you were in that "cycle". Everything that could go wrong, did go wrong.

Gotta love those Latinas and their backsides. Saw some nice Brazilian ones at the gym tonight, actually.

I haven't really had much chance to contemplate the scorched earth response, but I know there is a way to deal with it effectively. I have been hard at work on more "Deep Magic" modules and those are both in B17 and still being formulated in my mind. I have one that I came up with tonight that should be particularly interesting to run through the models. It's either going to be a complete flop, or turn resistance on it's head, one of the two. There's a lot of good stuff coming, and I will try to implement as much as I can in 3.3.

[THolt]

Since the Sleep Induction Aid 2.0 is taking longer than I thought to finish, I am going to finish it and then start working round robin on DMSI 3.3 and one or more other programs.

Ya know, after I got home and read this it kind of made sense of what was happening to me today. I noticed today that particularly on this one chick I've had my eye on, the Latina with the nice backside, that I didn't have the standard "I don't care" attitude. I literally was checking her out as she walked in and was feeling sexually attracted to her. On top of that I kept on feeling this need to want to start my online program and get through it already. Didn't know where this sudden motivation to move forward in my life came from. I thought at first it might be from US/LM but seeing as you might be putting that on hold for a bit and combined with my sexual interest being restored it might just be TID from 3.3. I guess this might be a good sign that things are moving in the right direction as far as me not resisting with the "I don't care" attitude.

As I side note, have you come up with any ideas on how to remedy the "Scorch earth" reaction when the subconscious resists? I didn't get it on version A but I certainly got that adverse reaction on B for some reason. It felt like what you described when you were in that "cycle". Everything that could go wrong, did go wrong.

Gotta love those Latinas and their backsides. Saw some nice Brazilian ones at the gym tonight, actually.

I haven't really had much chance to contemplate the scorched earth response, but I know there is a way to deal with it effectively. I have been hard at work on more "Deep Magic" modules and those are both in B17 and still being formulated in my mind. I have one that I came up with tonight that should be particularly interesting to run through the models. It's either going to be a complete flop, or turn resistance on it's head, one of the two. There's a lot of good stuff coming, and I will try to implement as much as I can in 3.3.

Idk if you have answered this or not but what exactly are “Deep Magic” modules?

[Kol]

Shannon,

Would you say that having dark triad tendencies, such as narcissism is an strong response to h/c even if it continuous on B? I had a conversation today in which im having an strong reduction in care and empathy at all, till the point, when it spiked, it putted me into an callous tunnelvision like state. I was commented on the stare aswell.

Also, as I was interviewed further and remember it, it was shocking how easy the follow up steps we're to that and how unfazed I was under it. Thinking back to it, mere attention makes this kind of slippery like it is fed instantly. It gains momentum fast in an way it ticks many boxes of npd for example.

That it also is met with curiosity and calculating intelligence is...idk.

I have no clue.

There should be nothing negative coming out of the H&C. The H&C is not designed to be universal, but to result in clearing the way for the program to execute, so if you have one or more of those issues and you are using A side, it may not affect them in terms of healing or clearing them. They may become more obvious, although the program is designed to prevent negative results. I'm not sure what to tell you. Have you been professionally evaluated?

Im currently seeing someone for it, or, atleast, when I entered the whole traject and stuff it was for something else. It became more obvious when I ran A version, when a lot of anxiety and paranoia came crashing in. People and events and what led up to the anxiety and paranoia, and it crashed in present time.

It also is like a persistent set of thoughts and confronting it, accepting these parts of me, are met with an huge sense of "loss of control" and "giving in will cause me to cross the line".
Never crossed the line, but know its really easy.

The person im seeing currently and who I spoke about hints multiple times towards low self esteem and selflove, aswell as insecurity. Its like my mind pingpongs. One moment very clear, next moment tension and chaos. Like the story of 2 wolves, and the one being fed is the one who will win.

Its like im supressing feelimgs in an sense, if that makes sense, while, when lookingbinto this, im suddenly clearminded without having any feeling going on at all.

[apollolux]

Hey Shannon, I was wondering how goes your fragrance work? Are you currently enjoying it?

[JackOfHearts]

By "buzzing" are you referring to tinnitus? Tinnitus is only possible if you are using the ultrasonic or hybrid track too loudly, or you are playing the masked tracks WAY the hell too loudly (heavy metal concert loudly) on speakers. If this is the case, all you need to do is adjust the volume downwards or switch to masked. I suggest that if you have ringing in your ears, it is most likely the ultrasonic being too loud, so just adjust it downwards a bit per day until that stops.

You can listen to it forever, as long as you're using it at a safe volume. I suggest you use it for (X-35) more days, where X is the date of release for DMSI 3.3.

I wasn't in either of this cases and I still got tinnitus from subliminals, so I doubt that it's the only possible way to get tinnitus.

I seriously doubt that. I would say you already had tinnitus and using the subliminals the way you did made it more obvious. But the masked tracks cannot give you tinnitus unless you use them at rock concert level volumes, because they are just like any other sound. Ultrasonic audio is known to trigger tinnitus, and it has to be used at lower volumes than masked to prevent that for some people.

You can seriously doubt about it if you want it doesn't change what I have experienced.
I never had any problem what so ever in my hearing before doing AM5, I would go in clubs with music much higher than normal level and I wouldn't have any hearing pain or tinnitus sound after it.
After doing AM5 around stage 4 or 5 I started to get tinnitus with pain from just from people speaking if it's a bit loud, I always listened to the masked track during that time. Also the sound level was quite low as my brother couldn't hear it in the next room, certainly not rock concert level.

So according to you it made my tinnitus more obvious, even if it was the case that would still make your subliminal the culprit especially since tinnitus is a subjective problems. Probably everyone can remember an experience when they heard a very loud noise and their hears hurt a little bit, in wars video games you can see that all the time when a grenade explode near the player, to make it realistic the player hear this hissing sound for about 5 seconds or so. Tinnitus is exactly that but it doesn't stop.
In that grenade example would you say if a guy experience that in real life and he got tinnitus afterward from it, would say that grenade wasn't the cause of the tinnitus but that it just made it more obvious to him that he tinnitus before. I could have others example like with headache, if you don't notice you have an headache, then you don't have any headache as it's subjective, same with tinnitus, if you don't notice it then you don't have it.

because they are just like any other sound.

I agree with you on that. There is a thing written on headset sometimes, like don't listen for long period of time as it may damage your hearing.
It can be normal sound from speaker, it still seems to damage the hearing after long period of times. And to me it's exactly what I experience if I watch movies all day or series or youtube or music all day without stopping my tinnitus gets stronger. And if I use headset it worsen the effects.
The sound doesn't need to be special, hearing your subs more than 8 hours a day is probably not a good thing for anyone long term wise.

Human ears are designed to be used for very long periods of time. Your whole life, in fact. That warning on the sides of headphones isn't about using them for long periods of time, it's about using them at high volumes for too long. You can listen to waves crashing at the beach for a whole life, if you live at the beach, and never have tinnitus in response. You can listen to jungle sounds under the same circumstances, and same deal. But somehow, listening to a masked subliminal is supposed to be triggering tinnitus because of the masking track being played at reasonable volume? I'm going to have to say that's not possible.

The only way I can think of that you could possibly have tinnitus in direct response to the subliminal under the conditions you describe, is if it is some sort of previously unrealized resistance tactic. I don't question that you experienced it, but I do question what caused it, and I guarantee that the masking tracks I use, played at reasonable volumes, can't do that. I can also guarantee you that the subliminalized audio itself can't do that for the very same reason on a masked track. Leaving us with the only possible explanation being some sort of subconscious response to the subliminal messages. And honestly, I can't see how that is possible either... although I do not know what the cause(s) of tinnitus are (aside from overvolume of audio). So that seems a possible explanation, but I have a significantly hard time following how that is possible even as a resistance tactic unless it is an extremely rare resistance tactic that results from the subconscious trying to get you to stop listening. Otherwise we'd have figured out that it's a resistance tactic already.

How do you explain that my tinnitus get stronger when I'm listening to any youtube video at a very low level on my computer? And when I listen to natural waves sound from the sea that is at a higher sound level it doesn't get stronger.

I don't know for you but when I record something from the physical world and play it on my computer the sound is different, it's not the same. Exactly like if I would take a landscape picture with my phone, it wouldn't be the same as looking at the landscape itself. Even if someone had the best tool to record and listen to an audio file it wouldn't be exactly the same.
Recorded waves sound is very different to me compared to the real thing, the real thing is way more relaxing to me, it's not easy to explain but it's obvious the recorded one isn't the same.

Edit: a even better comparison would be watching football on TV vs watching the real stuff live in the stadium, it's not the same thing. Watching TV all day is known to affect eyes sight, so maybe listening to music all day isn't recommended either, even if it's not rock concert level.

[Oversoul]

Had a dream that I saw a girl that was (I think because of the aura/vibe) was running DMSI and sniping some guy. Cant remember her looks but the aura was hot as fu**.

[Shannon]

Since the Sleep Induction Aid 2.0 is taking longer than I thought to finish, I am going to finish it and then start working round robin on DMSI 3.3 and one or more other programs.

Ya know, after I got home and read this it kind of made sense of what was happening to me today. I noticed today that particularly on this one chick I've had my eye on, the Latina with the nice backside, that I didn't have the standard "I don't care" attitude. I literally was checking her out as she walked in and was feeling sexually attracted to her. On top of that I kept on feeling this need to want to start my online program and get through it already. Didn't know where this sudden motivation to move forward in my life came from. I thought at first it might be from US/LM but seeing as you might be putting that on hold for a bit and combined with my sexual interest being restored it might just be TID from 3.3. I guess this might be a good sign that things are moving in the right direction as far as me not resisting with the "I don't care" attitude.

As I side note, have you come up with any ideas on how to remedy the "Scorch earth" reaction when the subconscious resists? I didn't get it on version A but I certainly got that adverse reaction on B for some reason. It felt like what you described when you were in that "cycle". Everything that could go wrong, did go wrong.

Gotta love those Latinas and their backsides. Saw some nice Brazilian ones at the gym tonight, actually.

I haven't really had much chance to contemplate the scorched earth response, but I know there is a way to deal with it effectively. I have been hard at work on more "Deep Magic" modules and those are both in B17 and still being formulated in my mind. I have one that I came up with tonight that should be particularly interesting to run through the models. It's either going to be a complete flop, or turn resistance on it's head, one of the two. There's a lot of good stuff coming, and I will try to implement as much as I can in 3.3.

Idk if you have answered this or not but what exactly are “Deep Magic” modules?

"Deep Magic" is the modules that are the most powerful and have the most potential for change to achieve the program's goals. They're also the ones that must be used the most carefully as a result.

The term "deep magic" comes from my days in the world of computer programming, and references programming methods for making things happen that require extremely advanced skills with programming (sometimes known as "wizardry"), so advanced that the results seems like magic.

The Deep Magic modules work to make changes at very deep, fundamental levels which everything else is built on. If you move the foundation of a house, for example, the entire house automatically moves with it. If you guys can't find a way past the resistance by approaching it from "above" or "from the side", as we have done so far, then we have to approach it "from below". We have to find a way to cause whatever is triggering your fears (which result in resistance) to be adjusted such that it no longer results in fear and resistance. The goal of the DeepMmagic modules is just that: either negate or reverse the fears that prevent the program from achieving its goals, thus clearing the path to success.

I have implemented DM #1 and DM #2 in DMSI 3.2, and there are more that have been developed that will be added in 3.3, and more that are under construction that will be added in 3.4.