11-12-2019, 02:24 PM
(11-12-2019, 12:38 PM)sushi521 Wrote: I was concerned that our subconscious would still consider it a harm in the process and tries to limit you from becoming too successful. Hope this clarifies.
Sushi, IMO, it would depend on your mental state completely whether you saw it possibly dangerous to others to actually succeed. Your original post sounded fearful of having success, as I have been in that spot for decades. I constantly saw myself as either a victim of other's actions, or an angry (meaning 'scared') perpetrator of bad actions. Not enjoying either role in any true way, but knowing nothing else, I've avoided being successful CONSTANTLY.
I've been using UMS for over a month now, and it's consistently challenging my "No! I don't want to!". For me, playing victim to imaginations of hurting others was a big reason. As time goes on, I'm realizing at my core I was afraid of losing my relationship with my Mom, who was on government assistance at least 40 of my years with her. I thought like a kid for so long since reality never checked me.
And I'm writing you since I see parts of me in your writings. UMS instructs, but our subconscious decides based on what we've been feeding it. Before IML, I was a puppet for my emotions. But having done E2, Universal Detox, LTU5, and now UMS, I am continuously getting the same message which is in E2 and E3 directly: I'm not a victim anymore, and I can choose good things in my life and take responsibility for doing so. That's freeing!
The fears and concerns you shared are very real to you, as they were for me. And I'm liking having a sense of my own power now, and control over my decisions. It will work out for you in your decisions. UMS 'may' hit hard initially if you pick it up unless you've done some emotional clearing already; E3 in it is geared a little more aggressively than E3 solo. But I'd say trust your gut in this decision. Your intuition doesn't lie.
Thanks for having the courage to share your concerns here.
I want to be FREE!