Shannon's Journal Discussion Thread, Vol. 5

[Shannon]

@Shannon

The last couple of days on LTU6 I have been feeling very conflicted (best way of putting it)- I wake up not knowing what I should be doing or where I should be going- it’s a very weird feeling

Is this what deep internal change feels like?

It can be.  It can also be what happens when two or more parts of you disagree on how to accomplish a goal.  Most likely what is happening is that the program is making deep internal changes that are causing the part(s) of you that were previously directing the outcome to disagree with the parts of you that are executing the script, and this disagreement is strong.  The fact that you experience it at all means the program is having a powerful effect and is making changes, which strongly implies that it will in the end win out over the part(s) of you that want to maintain the status quo.

And when I feel like this should I take a break until things even out or blast ltu6 until I feel normal again or better than normal?

I suggest that you should use LTUv6 until the conflict is resolved.