Sean's AM Journal

[Sean]

So much for waking up early. I didn't even want to get out of bed when I needed to go to work. I've noticed a lot of people looking to combine subs. Many questions of "Can I combine AM5, WM2, and Prevent Monkeypox 7 all while managing a full course load and two part time jobs?" I'm impressed by you guys, because all the change I can feel with AM5 is shaking up my foundations pretty well. It's a good thing, and I can only do so much at once. I've been non-Alpha for a LOOOOONG time, and AM5 is the focus right now.

I didn't get out last night, either. My buddy canceled on me: he threw out his back, and is on some serious painkillers to handle that, so the bar was out. I didn't feel like going to the bar solo, and didn't even question that decision until I started typing this. It's interesting, because I'd be going to the bar to be social, and I didn't even consider that I can be social by meeting new people at the bar. That bar in particular is a very "meet new people" kind of place. Obviously, the shyness that has been a part of my life forever has been operating silently, and I'm happy to have questioned it this morning. Next time, I should be able to question it in the moment.