Roy's Alpha Male 5.0 Journal

[Roy]

AM 5.0 stage 3 day 1

I finished stage 2 and started stage 3.Stage 2 brought up lots of things and I'm feeling clearer now.It's hard to notice the changes.I had a drop
in motivation to get things done and stopped caring about lots of
things.

There was a lot of regrets about my life and the choices I made.I know
I can't change what was.It's all the things I wanted to do or had to do
and didn't.It's still there somewhere but I'm also uncaring about it.

It seems I joke more and more extroverted in social situations and more
go out to amuse myself.Also there's sometimes when I flirt and communicate with a woman and I'm more sexual with my communication and eye contact and I completely present during than time and later I don't care about it.

[Roy]

AM 5.0 stage 3 day 19

It's hard to notice the effects stage 3 is having on me without actively
looking for them.I seems perfectly and that I have always been that way.

There's no jealousy in others and what they have,maybe it's something in
the set or that I simply don't care.

I'm taking more initiative and working on what I want to do,speaking out my
mind more and being more social in the sense of doing things for my own
fun and if others want to come along they can.

Started new projects and pushing to make myself more independent.

It's possible that I'm more sexy,I think something change in my attitude,eye contact and body language.It just hard to put my finger on it and what
I'm doing different.I'm walking taller and with more swagger.

[Sean]

The NaturalizerNinja strikes again. Those whacky ninjas.

Roy, I'm glad to read you're finding such good progress.

[Roy]

Shannon,I'm on day 24 of stage 5.I saw yesterday that the file on
the USB is playing that I use while I sleep is staring repeating after 30
minutes instead of 80 minutes.

I also used my laptop to play it some of the time.It's most likely something went wrong in the copying of the file.I changed today and it
worked.Should I add days to stage 5?

[Shannon]

How long has it been doing that? Is it working okay on your laptop?

[Roy]

I guess that for 23 days.It's been fine on my laptop.Only on stage 5.

[Shannon]

If you suspect you have been using Stage 5 23 days in an incomplete fashion, I would say start over again.

[Roy]

Stage 5 or from stage 1 of the program?

[Shannon]

Just Stage 5.

[Roy]

I was worried a bit that I'll have to start from the beginning of the program
and delay either WM or BAMM.I restarted stage 5 today.

I ordered the millionaire fast lane book and now waiting for it to arrive.

[Roy]

I am reading the millionaire fast lane now.Very interesting read.Only on
the fast part,it gives new perspective on things.

[Roy]

I finished AM5.0 today,now I'm taking few days of subliminals to integrate
the programing.

Some interesting things that happened.I had few days ago serious cleaning
throwing,scrubbing and organizing my entire environment urge so I did.
It's at it's most clean,clutter free and organized state ever.

I'm going to sleep and the trickling stream sound is missing in the background,it feels unnatural.

I went dancing today,met a tourist from Germany there that had such amazing body,it went to sexual mode in the dance,I think I'm projecting
sexuality different now something with the eyes and body language and attitude that I don't care and also something in the energy where
it's intense around me.

She is flying home in a few hours and I went out talking to her and should
have pulled the trigger.I should have gone physical,ask her if she wants to come home with me or whatever.

That's different now after AM5.0,I'm not hard on myself,I can't hold negative perception or thoughts about myself that I once had.Even now
it's in the mode of learning from than being hard on myself and knowing
what I need to improve and self acceptance.

Also I'm also more going after the things I want.Going after what I want
now.I had a realization few days ago that it's not worth waiting for some later time,I might as well do whatever I want to do instead of waiting
to time when things will be easier or simpler and and actually do what I want to do.

I even started learning French,wanted for a long time to learn another foreign language.I just started one day few weeks ago.

I'm going to sleep I post longer summery of AM5.0 later.It's really weird without the trickling stream.

[Sean]

I too started learning a new language after AM5. Has anyone else experienced this?

[RoaringLion]

I'm in stage 3 of AM5 and have got the urge to learn a new language. It's also made me want to keep my living space cleaner too.