09-12-2012, 12:27 AM
AM 5.0 stage 1 day 6
This version is brilliant and huge improvement compared to the 2010 version I used before.It feels a lot more smoother and normal.I change and it seems like it's was there and it's not a big deal.
The negativity I wrote about in the last post subsided after a few hours.
I noticed in the last few days my posture improved,standing straighter,my voice is louder and deeper.
My communication also changed,shorter and to the point with less interest
listening rambling about random things I don't give a s**t about and
and cutting them in the middle.Sometimes directly and sometimes while
being more cute and charming.
There's also more communication with body language when I just stare at
them and it seems I that if I can get the point by staring or facial expression I don't have the need to start a long chat with them.
I more asserting my boundaries with people and it seems I also start
pushing and testing them.
I got got a boost in motivation and productivity and wanting to learn
,read and also exercise.In the last few days I increased the intensity
of my exercise.Less interested in wasting time.
Yesterday I found out my hatred a despise to T.V I got during
the 2010 set is coming back.
Feeling very detached and with sort of lack of emotions inside and also
less interest and thinking about women in the last few days.Also
clearer mentally.
Yesterday had a nightmare and woke up with a subtle sense of fear
and anxiety that went away.I also have to remember not to listen
for too many hours,I had a overload headache.
Compared to the last time of using alpha there's very little resistance
so far.
This version is brilliant and huge improvement compared to the 2010 version I used before.It feels a lot more smoother and normal.I change and it seems like it's was there and it's not a big deal.
The negativity I wrote about in the last post subsided after a few hours.
I noticed in the last few days my posture improved,standing straighter,my voice is louder and deeper.
My communication also changed,shorter and to the point with less interest
listening rambling about random things I don't give a s**t about and
and cutting them in the middle.Sometimes directly and sometimes while
being more cute and charming.
There's also more communication with body language when I just stare at
them and it seems I that if I can get the point by staring or facial expression I don't have the need to start a long chat with them.
I more asserting my boundaries with people and it seems I also start
pushing and testing them.
I got got a boost in motivation and productivity and wanting to learn
,read and also exercise.In the last few days I increased the intensity
of my exercise.Less interested in wasting time.
Yesterday I found out my hatred a despise to T.V I got during
the 2010 set is coming back.
Feeling very detached and with sort of lack of emotions inside and also
less interest and thinking about women in the last few days.Also
clearer mentally.
Yesterday had a nightmare and woke up with a subtle sense of fear
and anxiety that went away.I also have to remember not to listen
for too many hours,I had a overload headache.
Compared to the last time of using alpha there's very little resistance
so far.
