11-14-2014, 02:13 AM
Stage 6, Day 13
I will first start off with the situation with my former female acquaintance. She has desperately been trying to meet up with me again. Shes even going as far as trying to give me free things. I think she knows that on some conscious level she messed up by trying to shout me down with that argument we had a while back. Thing is i'm really not interested in her, so she has no hope there. To give you guys a better picture, she is Samoan. If you guys know anything about Samoan culture, because of their usual diet habits they usually are pretty big. I think that should give you enough idea of why i'm not interested in her along with her somewhat anti-male views.
On top of all that I've just decided to not really interact with another recent female acquaintance for pulling the exact same crap on me. Essentially she tried to purposely shame me in front of a group of people for making a honest mistake which was due to me not having all the information I needed. I remained calm and talked back to her explaining the situation. Things did cool down but I think i'm done dealing with her for the most part. Not to mention I don't see her leading the group very well to the objectives that they are trying to achieve so I think I will take my leave. Sometimes I think I should have seen this coming because after I think about it I've met this type of woman in real life before. The type that is easily annoyed and makes judgments about you very soon. I believe with these type of women that you might be on friendly terms at the beginning but its only a matter of time until they turn that ugly side that they show to most people on you. I also noticed how her husband and many other men that hang around her act very beta and Non-confrontational.
These two circumstances and running AM6 has really shown me just how a lot of people these days are so emotionally unhealthy. Its seems to me that most people when mistreated by others in their past seem to go two routes afterwards. Some try to go the beta route by trying to be friendly and non-confrontational all the time so people will treat them well most of the time. Unfortunately, they usually end up mistreated and used even more because they let others walk over them. The other majority of people seem to take the become the abuser themselves route. They seem to have this mind set of "well, i'm going to establish dominance right away or abuse the other person before they do the same to me". I don't see many people that take the Alpha path of being calm and peaceful yet at the same time don't let other walk over you. Its seems like most people I run into seem to take things to the extreme (either go beta or go A-hole Mode). I'm also contemplating to stop playing MMORPGs because I'm finding the majority of the people in those gamer communities to exhibit a lot of the emotionally unhealthiness that I mentioned before.
In other news, I'm feeling really good with this stage but I can't wait to start WM2 next month. One other thing I'm hoping WM2 will help me with is being more vocal about my "displeasure" with situations. Right now it seems with AM6 that my preferred method of dealing with situations I don't like is to walk away from them. I would like that to expand to being more verbal when I get to running WM2. As for my financial situation, I just keep manifesting stuff that helps me out. Apparently I will be getting a large sum of money from my former Cellphone company because they overcharged me for Text messages that I didn't authorize. I also apparently got 8 hours of free pay at my job for Veteran's day.
I will first start off with the situation with my former female acquaintance. She has desperately been trying to meet up with me again. Shes even going as far as trying to give me free things. I think she knows that on some conscious level she messed up by trying to shout me down with that argument we had a while back. Thing is i'm really not interested in her, so she has no hope there. To give you guys a better picture, she is Samoan. If you guys know anything about Samoan culture, because of their usual diet habits they usually are pretty big. I think that should give you enough idea of why i'm not interested in her along with her somewhat anti-male views.
On top of all that I've just decided to not really interact with another recent female acquaintance for pulling the exact same crap on me. Essentially she tried to purposely shame me in front of a group of people for making a honest mistake which was due to me not having all the information I needed. I remained calm and talked back to her explaining the situation. Things did cool down but I think i'm done dealing with her for the most part. Not to mention I don't see her leading the group very well to the objectives that they are trying to achieve so I think I will take my leave. Sometimes I think I should have seen this coming because after I think about it I've met this type of woman in real life before. The type that is easily annoyed and makes judgments about you very soon. I believe with these type of women that you might be on friendly terms at the beginning but its only a matter of time until they turn that ugly side that they show to most people on you. I also noticed how her husband and many other men that hang around her act very beta and Non-confrontational.
These two circumstances and running AM6 has really shown me just how a lot of people these days are so emotionally unhealthy. Its seems to me that most people when mistreated by others in their past seem to go two routes afterwards. Some try to go the beta route by trying to be friendly and non-confrontational all the time so people will treat them well most of the time. Unfortunately, they usually end up mistreated and used even more because they let others walk over them. The other majority of people seem to take the become the abuser themselves route. They seem to have this mind set of "well, i'm going to establish dominance right away or abuse the other person before they do the same to me". I don't see many people that take the Alpha path of being calm and peaceful yet at the same time don't let other walk over you. Its seems like most people I run into seem to take things to the extreme (either go beta or go A-hole Mode). I'm also contemplating to stop playing MMORPGs because I'm finding the majority of the people in those gamer communities to exhibit a lot of the emotionally unhealthiness that I mentioned before.
In other news, I'm feeling really good with this stage but I can't wait to start WM2 next month. One other thing I'm hoping WM2 will help me with is being more vocal about my "displeasure" with situations. Right now it seems with AM6 that my preferred method of dealing with situations I don't like is to walk away from them. I would like that to expand to being more verbal when I get to running WM2. As for my financial situation, I just keep manifesting stuff that helps me out. Apparently I will be getting a large sum of money from my former Cellphone company because they overcharged me for Text messages that I didn't authorize. I also apparently got 8 hours of free pay at my job for Veteran's day.
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche
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