11-03-2014, 03:51 AM
Stage 6, Day 2
Though I haven't really felt the affects from this stage yet I thought I would point out something that just occurred a couple of hours ago. I believe it really shows how much AM6 has changed me. I was contemplating during work about which movie I would go see after I get off (I work part time at a movie theater currently). After having 2 different people suggest Nightcrawler to me during work, even though I wasn't interested before based on the trailer, I decided to give it a shot. I ended up not standing the movie and literally walked out half way through it. What was the problem? The main male character was Beta as all hell. He had some Alpha characteristics here and there but he mostly had beta traits. I won't go into too much detail for those who might still want to watch it but the final straw for me was when he had a very nauseating Needy interaction with a certain female in the movie. Knowing my old self I would have probably just sat through the movie but now I just felt so uncomfortable and was extremely agitated on the walk back home. I have never walked out of a movie before so this is a first for me.
In other news, early in the morning I will be registering for classes to attend at my local community college. This has gotten to me to thinking about where I want to transfer to after this upcoming semester. Originally, I was going to just apply for A school in San Francisco but now I'm thinking of attending either one of the university of California schools or a School in New York city. My reasons are 2 fold: (1) I want a change of scenery. I don't want to stay in the area I've grown up in for the next 2 years. (2) If i'm going to be running through WM2 and SM3 I might as well move to a place with more females so I can get the most out of it. For those of you that don't know, San Francisco is a Sausage fest. From last I checked, Men outnumber women 5 to 1! I know the Manifestation in WM2 and SM3 would still work but It would probably work even better in a City that has more women in it. Add on top of that the fact that AM6 has made me extremely picky, then you see that my potential pool gets even lower if I stay in my current location.
Though I haven't really felt the affects from this stage yet I thought I would point out something that just occurred a couple of hours ago. I believe it really shows how much AM6 has changed me. I was contemplating during work about which movie I would go see after I get off (I work part time at a movie theater currently). After having 2 different people suggest Nightcrawler to me during work, even though I wasn't interested before based on the trailer, I decided to give it a shot. I ended up not standing the movie and literally walked out half way through it. What was the problem? The main male character was Beta as all hell. He had some Alpha characteristics here and there but he mostly had beta traits. I won't go into too much detail for those who might still want to watch it but the final straw for me was when he had a very nauseating Needy interaction with a certain female in the movie. Knowing my old self I would have probably just sat through the movie but now I just felt so uncomfortable and was extremely agitated on the walk back home. I have never walked out of a movie before so this is a first for me.
In other news, early in the morning I will be registering for classes to attend at my local community college. This has gotten to me to thinking about where I want to transfer to after this upcoming semester. Originally, I was going to just apply for A school in San Francisco but now I'm thinking of attending either one of the university of California schools or a School in New York city. My reasons are 2 fold: (1) I want a change of scenery. I don't want to stay in the area I've grown up in for the next 2 years. (2) If i'm going to be running through WM2 and SM3 I might as well move to a place with more females so I can get the most out of it. For those of you that don't know, San Francisco is a Sausage fest. From last I checked, Men outnumber women 5 to 1! I know the Manifestation in WM2 and SM3 would still work but It would probably work even better in a City that has more women in it. Add on top of that the fact that AM6 has made me extremely picky, then you see that my potential pool gets even lower if I stay in my current location.
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche
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