11-01-2014, 10:42 PM
Stage 5, Last day
Well, Stage 5 has been quite the ride. I feel like this stage has had some very noticeable results. First off, it has taken my worthiness and confidence to a whole new level. Not only do I feel worthy of having the best things in life now but I have the confidence that I will get them (I feel like getting those things is already a forgone conclusion). On a similar note I've noticed that my music choices have leaned more towards motivational or epic lately in accordance with my change in attitude.In the last couple of days I have also noticed that I don't dwell on past wrongs too much either. In the previous stages it would take me a couple of hours to get over something done to me, but now I get over it within mins.
Neediness wise, things have taken a interesting surprise. This stage actually brought my sex drive backup so no fap isn't as consistent as in Stage 4. The thing though is that even on those occasions I do look at porn I see the women differently. Whereas before a lot of the women I saw in porn, before AM6, I thought were hot and almost flawless, Now if I look at porn I just think the women look "ok". I will sometimes think, "They don't look that hot" or "Their not even good looking enough to be my girlfriend in real life". I started to watch game of Thrones finally during Stage 5. I Would get to some of the more sexually explicit scenes and literally not get turned on at all because the women were "meh". I would even get to some of the scenes with Daenerys Targaryen, who many men see as the pinnacle of hotness, and I kept wondering why everyone thinks shes that great looking.
One other thing I have noticed is that I notice more and more just how beta most men are now. Whether its at work or not, I just get irritated when I see a man let his girlfriend/wife treat him like garbage in public. I wouldn't have noticed this as much before AM6, but now its like I see it around me constantly. Its just plain ridiculous what a man will put up with to get some.
Moving forward, I hope Stage 6 brings a few more changes but more than anything I can't wait to finish this sub. Don't get me wrong, I really like what the sub has done its just that I can't wait to move on to something else for a change of pace. I have finalized that WM>SM>AYPW will be my upcoming sub rotation. After understanding, from the recent discuss on AYP subs on the forum, that Perfect is defined based on what your current level of development is I believe it would be best to do SM after WM so I can get as much self development as possible so I can attract off the bat the best woman I possibly can. Besides, its not like it will be that bad. I can just date around and have some fun while I wait for my perfect Wife to come about.
On wards to Stage 6!
Well, Stage 5 has been quite the ride. I feel like this stage has had some very noticeable results. First off, it has taken my worthiness and confidence to a whole new level. Not only do I feel worthy of having the best things in life now but I have the confidence that I will get them (I feel like getting those things is already a forgone conclusion). On a similar note I've noticed that my music choices have leaned more towards motivational or epic lately in accordance with my change in attitude.In the last couple of days I have also noticed that I don't dwell on past wrongs too much either. In the previous stages it would take me a couple of hours to get over something done to me, but now I get over it within mins.
Neediness wise, things have taken a interesting surprise. This stage actually brought my sex drive backup so no fap isn't as consistent as in Stage 4. The thing though is that even on those occasions I do look at porn I see the women differently. Whereas before a lot of the women I saw in porn, before AM6, I thought were hot and almost flawless, Now if I look at porn I just think the women look "ok". I will sometimes think, "They don't look that hot" or "Their not even good looking enough to be my girlfriend in real life". I started to watch game of Thrones finally during Stage 5. I Would get to some of the more sexually explicit scenes and literally not get turned on at all because the women were "meh". I would even get to some of the scenes with Daenerys Targaryen, who many men see as the pinnacle of hotness, and I kept wondering why everyone thinks shes that great looking.
One other thing I have noticed is that I notice more and more just how beta most men are now. Whether its at work or not, I just get irritated when I see a man let his girlfriend/wife treat him like garbage in public. I wouldn't have noticed this as much before AM6, but now its like I see it around me constantly. Its just plain ridiculous what a man will put up with to get some.
Moving forward, I hope Stage 6 brings a few more changes but more than anything I can't wait to finish this sub. Don't get me wrong, I really like what the sub has done its just that I can't wait to move on to something else for a change of pace. I have finalized that WM>SM>AYPW will be my upcoming sub rotation. After understanding, from the recent discuss on AYP subs on the forum, that Perfect is defined based on what your current level of development is I believe it would be best to do SM after WM so I can get as much self development as possible so I can attract off the bat the best woman I possibly can. Besides, its not like it will be that bad. I can just date around and have some fun while I wait for my perfect Wife to come about.
On wards to Stage 6!
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche
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