10-02-2014, 12:54 AM
(This post was last modified: 10-02-2014, 01:02 AM by DarthXedonias.)
Well, just completed my first day of Stage 5 but before I get to that I will review Stage 4:
-Definitely increased the self-validation, self-confidence, and self-worth I felt in stage 2
- Neediness was annihilated. As a consequence, porn is dead to me now. I have the feeling to watch it every once in a while but its only a few seconds before that thought gets kicked out of my mind.
-In the same vein as above, I find practically all women I run into to be just plain boring and their personalities disinterest me. Too many of the ones I run into seem to have had it so good with getting guys with just their looks that they had no reason to develop anything else besides physical appearance. Its practically been certain in my mind at this point that I don't feel like I will find someone at my level unless I use one of the attraction subs. At this point I seem to only want to do WM2 and SM3 for the self-improvement and the "experiences" with women but not for the actual women.
- After getting disrespected for a 2nd time at work by my female manager, I just quit that very day after I found out that the higher up's were a bunch of cowards and weren't going to do anything. This is way different from the norm because the former "me" would have just kept working there and take that abuse. Now I refuse to be disrespected by anyone!
-My outlook on my future is positive and already set in stone as far as i'm concerned. Its like I know where I want to go and "I KNOW" that it is in my grasp. For example, while I was at my old job i was helping a women out to her car and told her I would be quitting that day. She said, "Well, I hope things work out for you". Without even thinking about it, I said "Oh, I KNOW things will work out for me, they always do!".
-On day 31 I had a hour long dream, which was weird. It was basically a Movie that I dreamed up and I was looking at myself in the third person. I can't remember much but I know it was long and it had something to do with being in space. Who knows, might have been Star Wars related lol!
Stage 4 was a great ride but time to move on. I will post my Experience with Stage 5 , Day 1 in a few hours. Time to get some sleep first >.<
-Definitely increased the self-validation, self-confidence, and self-worth I felt in stage 2
- Neediness was annihilated. As a consequence, porn is dead to me now. I have the feeling to watch it every once in a while but its only a few seconds before that thought gets kicked out of my mind.
-In the same vein as above, I find practically all women I run into to be just plain boring and their personalities disinterest me. Too many of the ones I run into seem to have had it so good with getting guys with just their looks that they had no reason to develop anything else besides physical appearance. Its practically been certain in my mind at this point that I don't feel like I will find someone at my level unless I use one of the attraction subs. At this point I seem to only want to do WM2 and SM3 for the self-improvement and the "experiences" with women but not for the actual women.
- After getting disrespected for a 2nd time at work by my female manager, I just quit that very day after I found out that the higher up's were a bunch of cowards and weren't going to do anything. This is way different from the norm because the former "me" would have just kept working there and take that abuse. Now I refuse to be disrespected by anyone!
-My outlook on my future is positive and already set in stone as far as i'm concerned. Its like I know where I want to go and "I KNOW" that it is in my grasp. For example, while I was at my old job i was helping a women out to her car and told her I would be quitting that day. She said, "Well, I hope things work out for you". Without even thinking about it, I said "Oh, I KNOW things will work out for me, they always do!".
-On day 31 I had a hour long dream, which was weird. It was basically a Movie that I dreamed up and I was looking at myself in the third person. I can't remember much but I know it was long and it had something to do with being in space. Who knows, might have been Star Wars related lol!
Stage 4 was a great ride but time to move on. I will post my Experience with Stage 5 , Day 1 in a few hours. Time to get some sleep first >.<
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche
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