I don't understand why you don't want to do a sub while single. What happens when you see a girl you really like, but can't attract her because you haven't developed yourself with subs enough to be able to actually HAVE this relationship you want so badly? What happens when you somehow find a girl despite not developing yourself through subs, grow out of her through subs since you only want to use subs in a relationship, and then you have to dump her anyway? Doesn't it make more sense to develop yourself as much as possible BEFORE finding a girl so you can attract and keep the best one you can find?
I really think you need to do AM6 again asap to clear out all the negativity and restrictive mindsets. Honestly, it cleared a ton of garbage from me in my first go and really laid a solid foundation for SM3 and beyond. It's probably the best overall program a man can use. Also, going back to London may be a real good move. I cringed when I read how you left your job in the city and went to that new small place with no people around etc. I knew how it'd end...I know what it's like to grow and change in a small town, I've done that in the past, you run out of room to grow into pretty quickly.
I really think you need to do AM6 again asap to clear out all the negativity and restrictive mindsets. Honestly, it cleared a ton of garbage from me in my first go and really laid a solid foundation for SM3 and beyond. It's probably the best overall program a man can use. Also, going back to London may be a real good move. I cringed when I read how you left your job in the city and went to that new small place with no people around etc. I knew how it'd end...I know what it's like to grow and change in a small town, I've done that in the past, you run out of room to grow into pretty quickly.