03-31-2015, 11:09 AM
Stage 2 Day 20
Just a small update...
I have now recovered from the misery I felt earlier and I feel fine. I still have dreams
about women and I'm getting 11+ hours a day of listening to the sub. I feel when I go out that I have an 'unfair advantage' over other men but it hasn't translated into anything meaningful happening. I do get a few sly looks from the barmaids and they also treat me with respect as do female checkout staff in shops..blokes have become very talkative to me as well![Sad Sad](https://subliminal-talk.com/images/smilies/sad.gif)
On another note the weights and whey powder are making some noticeable
gains on my body. There's still a way to go but I can already see some good
definition beginning to come through. I reckon another 6 months will do it![Smile Smile](https://subliminal-talk.com/images/smilies/smile.gif)
I must admit though that I'm getting a bit negative in my mind regarding this sub.
When I first started I was excitement personified and now I'm just 'yeah ok'
I've been folowing Darth's WM journal and can see my results going the same
way. I was hoping by now that I would see some real tangible unmistakable
results rather than just the 'looks' and 'respect' treatment I get which may even
be down to retail staff being told to be extra nice to customers![Sad Sad](https://subliminal-talk.com/images/smilies/sad.gif)
I have however started keeping my place clean and this was another thing touched
upon in AM which I''m doing more now, in case I want to bring a woman back. Both
the cleaning and the body building have become like a vendetta to me that I won't
be beaten on (give up).I've also put down a deposit on a new (Opel) Astra GTC (2.0 CDTi), which is a bit boy racer..ish for a man of my years but it's brand new and should help me attract women..maybe. If not at least I can have some fun![Smile Smile](https://subliminal-talk.com/images/smilies/smile.gif)
As Darth said it's stage 5 that sees the coming together of everything but to be
honest the way I feel, I think we'll have more success finding Jimmy Hoffa than
gaining a never ending succession of beautiful single women to toy with
Just a small update...
I have now recovered from the misery I felt earlier and I feel fine. I still have dreams
about women and I'm getting 11+ hours a day of listening to the sub. I feel when I go out that I have an 'unfair advantage' over other men but it hasn't translated into anything meaningful happening. I do get a few sly looks from the barmaids and they also treat me with respect as do female checkout staff in shops..blokes have become very talkative to me as well
![Sad Sad](https://subliminal-talk.com/images/smilies/sad.gif)
On another note the weights and whey powder are making some noticeable
gains on my body. There's still a way to go but I can already see some good
definition beginning to come through. I reckon another 6 months will do it
![Smile Smile](https://subliminal-talk.com/images/smilies/smile.gif)
I must admit though that I'm getting a bit negative in my mind regarding this sub.
When I first started I was excitement personified and now I'm just 'yeah ok'
I've been folowing Darth's WM journal and can see my results going the same
way. I was hoping by now that I would see some real tangible unmistakable
results rather than just the 'looks' and 'respect' treatment I get which may even
be down to retail staff being told to be extra nice to customers
![Sad Sad](https://subliminal-talk.com/images/smilies/sad.gif)
I have however started keeping my place clean and this was another thing touched
upon in AM which I''m doing more now, in case I want to bring a woman back. Both
the cleaning and the body building have become like a vendetta to me that I won't
be beaten on (give up).I've also put down a deposit on a new (Opel) Astra GTC (2.0 CDTi), which is a bit boy racer..ish for a man of my years but it's brand new and should help me attract women..maybe. If not at least I can have some fun
![Smile Smile](https://subliminal-talk.com/images/smilies/smile.gif)
As Darth said it's stage 5 that sees the coming together of everything but to be
honest the way I feel, I think we'll have more success finding Jimmy Hoffa than
gaining a never ending succession of beautiful single women to toy with
![Sad Sad](https://subliminal-talk.com/images/smilies/sad.gif)