03-19-2015, 01:40 PM
Stage 2 Day 8
Well I'm starting to feel a lot better now than at the start of this stage. Rather than just keep wailing on I sat myself down and analysed why I felt like this. There was no other conclusion except that I am a dreamer, a romanticist that spends a lot of time daydreaming good things in my life and not actually facing the harsh realities that you really need to put yourself out there and make things happen, not just think they will of their own accord. This is how I've gone for so many years without a love life, because I always believed it would fall in my lap at the right time. I didn't actually try to chat up or date anyone but had this sort of mañana attitude that I would do exactly that some time in the future and so nothing I wanted was ever going to happen! I had built up scenarios that would happen of their own accord in time and of course I was completely wrong. I think WM has shown me this in a way
that AM didn't and all that horrible heartbreak feeling has now gone.
I'm walking confidently and feeling real good
I've also ditched the Cambogia pills and am going for the Whey powder and
weights way of doing things. Started today and can really recommend the
chocolate flavours!
Well I'm starting to feel a lot better now than at the start of this stage. Rather than just keep wailing on I sat myself down and analysed why I felt like this. There was no other conclusion except that I am a dreamer, a romanticist that spends a lot of time daydreaming good things in my life and not actually facing the harsh realities that you really need to put yourself out there and make things happen, not just think they will of their own accord. This is how I've gone for so many years without a love life, because I always believed it would fall in my lap at the right time. I didn't actually try to chat up or date anyone but had this sort of mañana attitude that I would do exactly that some time in the future and so nothing I wanted was ever going to happen! I had built up scenarios that would happen of their own accord in time and of course I was completely wrong. I think WM has shown me this in a way
that AM didn't and all that horrible heartbreak feeling has now gone.
I'm walking confidently and feeling real good
I've also ditched the Cambogia pills and am going for the Whey powder and
weights way of doing things. Started today and can really recommend the
chocolate flavours!
