03-16-2015, 10:48 AM
(03-15-2015, 01:56 AM)Ricardo Wrote: Stage 2 day 4
Thought I'd give a brief update on initial responses to this stage.
Firstly my sex drive has gone right down. Since about December when I was on stage 5 of AM I have been struggling to not feel sexy and keep the woodpecker down. Now since the start of stage 2 WM it's all left me and I hardly feel sexy at all. I also feel a lot less needy and indifferent to women in general right now. That earlier emotional phase seems to have pretty much gone as well.
Secondly, I've noticed that I'm becoming short tempered and resentful almost of my current lifestyle. It's too restrictive in that I don't really go out to decent places but rather stick to the same venues and ultimately the same people. I'm getting bad tempered because of my limited lifestyle and the people in my circle. There's a whole world out there and I'm just not experiencing it:@:@
I really want to go to different places and move in different circles, make new friends and acquaintances who will have a positive impact on my life rather than ones that just make me lazy and tired....
..and I thought WM was going to be bliss
To me...it isn't resistance at ALL...it's quite the opposite...
It's proof the sub is indeed working properly and making you view your life and situation and getting you to realise it isn't fulfilling you and that you need to expand your horizons. Either magnet is bound to make huge changes in the average man's life so I wouldn't call either bliss, not until they're done and accepted 100% and you're living the bulletpoints that is haha.
Remember what Shannon says, first a sub changes your subconscious, then the subconscious seeks to make REAL what it is being programmed with. So, these negative feelings are great, it means you're starting to accept the program and are starting to see your life is in need of an overhaul and that it isn't meeting your wants and needs and that it needs to be changed.
All of this is to be expected as a part of the rebuilding process. Keep them hours up and push on! The night's always darkest before the dawn.
