09-28-2014, 12:41 PM
Stage 3 Day 1..Rough night!
Although I was really tired when I went to bed, I could hardly sleep at all. I had this voice in my head going on and on about what a jealous little shit I was and how I'll never change, how everyone knows and laughs at me. I then dream't my friend was successfully chatting up this attractive girl he had never met before and was using these pick up lines. I was desperately wanting to interrupt and say "Don't listen to him he doesn't mean it, he's just using pick-up lines, he only wants to shag you!" then I tried kicking them from my seat to stop them talking. It's like the jealousy was consuming me. I was really glad to wake up!
Stage 1 seemed to have addressed the jealousy issue and up until starting Stage 3 I had really all but forgotten about it. I can see now why Shannon says to finish AM because not all the issues are addressed in totality at any one stage. You need all 6 stages.
Dreams are the one thing I've not really experienced differently with AM and I hope that if I do in the future that they're not all going to be negative
Although I was really tired when I went to bed, I could hardly sleep at all. I had this voice in my head going on and on about what a jealous little shit I was and how I'll never change, how everyone knows and laughs at me. I then dream't my friend was successfully chatting up this attractive girl he had never met before and was using these pick up lines. I was desperately wanting to interrupt and say "Don't listen to him he doesn't mean it, he's just using pick-up lines, he only wants to shag you!" then I tried kicking them from my seat to stop them talking. It's like the jealousy was consuming me. I was really glad to wake up!
Stage 1 seemed to have addressed the jealousy issue and up until starting Stage 3 I had really all but forgotten about it. I can see now why Shannon says to finish AM because not all the issues are addressed in totality at any one stage. You need all 6 stages.
Dreams are the one thing I've not really experienced differently with AM and I hope that if I do in the future that they're not all going to be negative
