Ricardo's - AM 6 Journal [FINISHED]

[IceAlive]

Have been feeling very tired these last few days and having negative thoughts about subs in general. I sometimes wonder if i'm receiving the effects of the sub to begin with. I always make sure the silent track is actually coming out of the speakers by periodically checking the output with the FrequenSee ap, which it does. I also do 4 hours headphones/trickling stream during the day.

Well, you wouldn't be tired if your unconscious mind weren't processing something, so it sounds like you are receiving something. I felt tiredness too, but only starting stage 2.

I'm also concerned about my prospects for WM2 since it contains the phrase 'Beautiful Single Women" in a lot of the sales bumph. The problem is that any beautiful women i see don't tend to be single, ie engagement or wedding rings, or chatter with their friends about boyfriends. Therefore I may become a woman magnet but with no women to attract!!

Oooohh... you'll be fine . It's okay to allow these thoughts of yours to cycle up while they still can until you realize they have already begun to morph into the opposite of what you had been experiencing. It's kind of like when you learn how to drive - before that a street looks in a way, and after that on the same street there suddenly appear street signs that make sense out of a sudden. Your belief system will be radically debugged and enhanced while following AM6.

I'm not saying you'll highly probably start noticing more single pretty girls or that you'll find yourself being approached by some. I'm not saying anything . I'm just wondering how intense your rush of bliss will be when you realize in the future that having changed your perspective over the world, as you have, opened doors you hadn't known of before.

I'm sure it's just sub resistance and I fully intend to finish the ones I plan on but these doubts bug me sometimes,
Incidentally I have started looking at women I previously thought nothing of as they suddenly look sexually appealing..It's all getting a bit bizarre here! I am also arranging to go to a few places I made clear to everyone I hated (clubs) because I have a huge desire to people watch and socialise. This is still only stage 1 and I'm wondering if i can survive the next 5!

Finding more beauty, despite it having been right in front of my eyes all the time, is something I experienced too. I think that if you continue you'll benefit tremendously, cheer up !