Path to Greatness - Journal

[Magnus]

Javier, the more intense the subliminal, the faster your brain has to work to process the stimulus and data. In older generations, this input was significantly less. When it cannot keep up, the brain forms a queue of sorts, as Sean said, and when processing time is available (while you sleep, usually) it works to process the queue then. But if you're using the sub while it's processing, it can't process the queue, so it continues to add to it as necessary.

This is why for the 5G I have been experimenting with 3 days on, one day off.

Thanks for the clarification Shannon. As always you are always here going beyond the call of duty to help us all.
I didn't use the sub last night and I didn't have any dream. Now that is different.

Anyhow, I did experience depression this past weekend. It hurts so much because my failures and hang-ups in life came down and started crashing me again. I do know I am making progress but every once in a while I will hit a wall and it makes me feel down. During that time I felt again my inability to attract a girl. I'm already turning 25 yet I never had any girlfriend yet. What sucks more is that when I meet my friends and new acquaintances, I have to lie about already having a gf. It's believable since I'm a friendly, sociable and funny guy.
Now having little experience with a girl at my age is a big sticking point for me. It makes me needy and always wanting the feeling of having a girl.

I'm over that feeling now partly due to finally overcoming my downward spiral thinking by saying "It's okay" affirmations repeatedly. My previous use of Remove Negativity Within 4G sub also helped me in this regard.

I wish I could overcome my insecurities. I do notice a big change already over these past 2 years but these feelings of negativity and depression are getting worse at times.

Hey dude I know what its like. I used to do the exact same things. I would lie to even my best friends about my women situation. I would act like I have had a lot of women in my life. One thing that did end up getting me was a women that lied herself. The funny thing was I was so good at lying that I even convinced myself of my lies and this attracted women who were similar in that respect. At the end of the day I ended up getting hurt quite badly through being lied to and deceived.

I then made a promise to myself to cut out my lies around that specific aspect of life and you know what I get on with my friends better than ever now and I even have the odd women approach me that has genuine self esteem and self confidence. I started out just sharing honestly with a few people and realising that hey they still like me I don't need to put on this act any longer Letting go of it has helped me with my neediness because I feel its ok not to have a girlfriend or not to have had a huge amount of experience with girls

I know the shame man but at the end of the day if they are good friends they will still like you and as spiral said will more times than not want to help you out.