09-23-2012, 06:01 AM
I'm currently on my Day 23rd of using ASC.
What I can really say is that I have been turning out some really vivid dreams. Some are nightmares though. Like I dreamed about twin brother and sister who committed incest and were eventually brutally killed. They were both children too. I woke up feeling really bad and sorry for them. There were also other bad dreams I had. On the other side just this morning I dreamed about meeting a girl then eventually we get together while holding each others hand. It was sweet.
Internally I feel that I am slowly building up confidence in addition to what I already have. I was able to dance in front of a crowd and also at clubs. I feel more comfortable stepping outside my comfort zone and hopefully one day I am able to fully be confident and accepting of myself.
What I can really say is that I have been turning out some really vivid dreams. Some are nightmares though. Like I dreamed about twin brother and sister who committed incest and were eventually brutally killed. They were both children too. I woke up feeling really bad and sorry for them. There were also other bad dreams I had. On the other side just this morning I dreamed about meeting a girl then eventually we get together while holding each others hand. It was sweet.
Internally I feel that I am slowly building up confidence in addition to what I already have. I was able to dance in front of a crowd and also at clubs. I feel more comfortable stepping outside my comfort zone and hopefully one day I am able to fully be confident and accepting of myself.
"Nothing in the world can take the place of Persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent."
