07-14-2017, 09:55 PM
(07-14-2017, 08:47 AM)Zane Wrote: Some reason I choose to believe that all this sexual healing and female attraction stuff is happening due to OF-5G and not TID effects of DMSI. I have my reasons cause if I dont I might loose interest and my subliminal plan will be three out of the window.
So a little update:
For few days my sex drive sky rocketed and it usually won't have if it wasn't all for pic exchange and sexting. Infact 12 days ago I wont even have imagined getting a girl.. Let alone sexting. I have multiple girls trying to just PM for no reason at all and it was getting out of control. So I chose one girl who I think is perfect for me. She is totally into me.
So we start talking and I expressed her my feelings and then I realized that I dont want to submit myself. So today I have decided to go back to my dominant mode as I was a week ago aa as were pouring themselves onto me..
Also the pain I feel when I was trying to fap in my head and back or my neck seema to have reduced but pain in stomach still remains. I hope I heal myself sexually and then I can run SM-4G as.. Not fapping makes me go into beast mode.. I feel like a hungry Beast specially when it comes to girls. I say stuff and they fell for it..
I also have to stomach paining. Is it anyway relate with overcoming the fear?
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