07-14-2017, 02:52 PM
Also its kinda funny how I can convince myself to stop myself. I mean I feel mu willpower growing. I can learn from my mistakes and not repeat them. For example yesterday I realized that I was falling in love with this girl who I chat with. I started noticing that she started to disrespect me. I mean she saw stuff one or two-time. I then told her that I will be back after dinner and then ever since then I haven't been thinking about her anymore cause I realised that I dont want to become a Beta. I am not Alpha either. But I wont become the lowest form of beta which I was 1 year ago in a relationship and it made me pathetic.. . Its nice to control urself when u want to especially in relationships where u want to be Dominant and if u cant be dominant then dont be submissive either.
