Day 21
I seriously don't know what the hell is going on..I can't seem to put it in words. I don't even know what to say. "Confusion" is the word here,if I were to describe it.
(12 Hours Later)
So for the past 3 days I have been very unproductive and I suddenly lost my will to control myself and I relapsed, relapsed Idk how many time and then after that I played game for like 12 hours. I count this as resistance cause for past 8 days before this I was enjoying myself in real world... But for past 3 days my brain is doing stuff which for me is an escape... I don't like games seriously!! I have this what people call "Fps Nausea " and fapping is also an escape.... But now I think it's over...
So its time I get back on track. . It was some kind of resistance but not a good one..
I seriously don't know what the hell is going on..I can't seem to put it in words. I don't even know what to say. "Confusion" is the word here,if I were to describe it.
(12 Hours Later)
So for the past 3 days I have been very unproductive and I suddenly lost my will to control myself and I relapsed, relapsed Idk how many time and then after that I played game for like 12 hours. I count this as resistance cause for past 8 days before this I was enjoying myself in real world... But for past 3 days my brain is doing stuff which for me is an escape... I don't like games seriously!! I have this what people call "Fps Nausea " and fapping is also an escape.... But now I think it's over...
So its time I get back on track. . It was some kind of resistance but not a good one..
