Day 20
I had a very explicit and sexual dream, which included girls on beach and stuff. When I woke up I was so horny that I went to bathroom to get one out, but as I started rubbing one out I just suddenly gained the will to stop it and didn't do it. This happened in like 10 sec.. I have never ever been able to do that in past 15 year.. I guess Shannon was right.
Addiction is a escape. . An escape from reality cause we fear it and when u start facing those fears. You have no desire to escape anymore.. Still I feel I am not gonna last as the urge is strong.
Update: I lost to my urges.. Anyway will start again.
I had a very explicit and sexual dream, which included girls on beach and stuff. When I woke up I was so horny that I went to bathroom to get one out, but as I started rubbing one out I just suddenly gained the will to stop it and didn't do it. This happened in like 10 sec.. I have never ever been able to do that in past 15 year.. I guess Shannon was right.
Addiction is a escape. . An escape from reality cause we fear it and when u start facing those fears. You have no desire to escape anymore.. Still I feel I am not gonna last as the urge is strong.
Update: I lost to my urges.. Anyway will start again.
