OGSF v3 6G - Seeking deeper levels of healing

[GreekGod22]

6/12 weeks (50%) on OGSF v3 6G completed.

[GreekGod22]

Currently going through an unpleasant period these couple of days. Not because of something external happening, but I suddenly felt more apathy and a low mood. I’ve had it before when using healing subs, coincidence or not.
I even had the thought today of quitting OGSFv3 and switching to another sub, so I guess it’s resistance.
I’m still using the default instructions - Ultrasonic & 3/16 volume on my iPhone.
Also, I’m starting to really crave a more stimulating lifestyle and having more or closer friends. I live a pretty lonely life at the moment, and going out to events alone is not fun.

[GreekGod22]

I’ve just had this realisation right now. Throughout the years, I’ve received interest from many women, some of high attractiveness, others who I would perceive as less attractive than me, respectfully.
For one night stands situation, I would often choose lesser attractive women to hook up with. I considered them as easier target.
And I would sabotage myself with the hotter women, thinking they are harder to get and that I don’t deserve them.
Looking back, it was because of my low self esteem. I am a bit ashamed of myself with this.
From this point on, I’m making the decision to only pursue women I am highly attracted to.

Still sticking to this rule I imposed on myself, of only pursuing women I feel a high degree of attraction towards to, instead of going for easier lays.

[GreekGod22]

Revisited and intensified interest in practices that achieve fast and powerful trauma healing. OGSF alone will not heal, it’s just guiding me to find the path to deep healing. And this healing does not come effortlessly, it comes with pain, that if willing to confront, a new me awaits on the other side.

[Frosted]

I’ve healed plenty on Shannon’s subs without doing a conscious healing practice.

[GreekGod22]

I’ve healed plenty on Shannon’s subs without doing a conscious healing practice.

While I have no doubt that is the case and OGSF or EHPRA does its level of healing (OGSF v3 might be the best sub I ran) and works behind the surface, I’m not sure how much urgency the subconscious have if left to it’s own volition. 
I’m talking about intense trauma release at the level that condenses years of therapy and healing into making drastic identity and behavioural shifts within the matter of days. 
A friend has had this experience recently, and I believe him. This has opened my perspective.

[callie]

What practice(s) are you talking about, if I may ask?

[Frosted]

I’ve healed plenty on Shannon’s subs without doing a conscious healing practice.

While I have no doubt that is the case and OGSF or EHPRA does its level of healing (OGSF v3 might be the best sub I ran) and works behind the surface, I’m not sure how much urgency the subconscious have if left to it’s own volition. 
I’m talking about intense trauma release at the level that condenses years of therapy and healing into making drastic identity and behavioural shifts within the matter of days. 
A friend has had this experience recently, and I believe him. This has opened my perspective.

If the script is working properly your subconscious should absolutely be motivated to heal. I’m not sure if you described what you mean properly, but it sounds to me like you’re working through things and your brain is trying to get you to give up by convincing you that nothing is happening.

Either that or the process is just kind of beneath the surface. I’ve had periods like this, and periods where things became more noticeable, especially more recently. I wish you luck, whatever you decide to do.

[GreekGod22]

What practice(s) are you talking about, if I may ask?

It's got to do with mirror work/ shadow work for trauma release. This friend, under the guidance of  ChatGPT, started doing nightly sessions of sitting in front of a mirror, 40min to 2hrs in duration, in a completely dark room, just the light of a nearby candle that is reflected in the eyes, and looking at himself in the left eye as much as possible. Left eye is supposedly the gateway to accessing the subconscious. And did self-confrontation of his negative beliefs, following and releasing somatic sensations, followed with reprogramming of new beliefs.
He was able to have cathartic experiences during the sessions, intense crying, screaming, shaking.
He confessed to have been doing it for 2 months, however also confessed about making huge leaps in some sessions, and woke up with a completely changed behavior, demeanor, and internal state. And I saw him in action approaching women. I've rarely seen someone make such shifts in his identity in such a short time.

[callie]

Interesting, I’ve heard of similar practices. If you try it yourself, I’d be curious to hear about your results

[GreekGod22]

7/12 weeks on OGSF v3 6G completed.

[GreekGod22]

2/3 months on OGSF v3 6G completed.1 month left to go.  Having a peaceful day, I’m content and at ease with myself