03-09-2023, 09:57 PM
Have to say, I've been more in contact with my inner child and I could feel the fear, lot of fear that i don't even understand how deep and strong it is, my emotional self is so frail and sensitive I get paralyzed no matter how much my mind tries to overcome it, then triggers whatever it can for feeling fearful again, this time made me remember the ghosts in my house (I just been told about that, looks like I can't see them but at least I heard sounds when being alone like someone sitting on the bed or breathing out of nowhere, well maybe i did saw shadows when it was kind of dark but whatever), then a poisonous bug appeared and I was thinking it was a sick joke this happened, I just interpreted it as killing it before something worse happens but related to my emotional self which is poisoned as hell but i felt guilt when doing so, maybe i feel that way whenever I try to overcome something, or maybe is pity? have lots to overcome.
