4 days into OGSF and this is what I've thought of:
I can never seem to make up my mind. I'm indecisive and lack qualities for being an independent man. I think I've improved but... yeah. I've got to practice happiness with where I'm at. I got accepted into a master's program, so I'm happy about that! but now I can't move to NYC while pursuing the masters program. I can't have my cake and eat it too. I'm so apathetic to do something like traveling because of how lazy I am. I am not driven to travel but I want to travel to the big city as much as possible because there are a lot of women there and things to do and some of my friends are there. Plus, with all the things to do, I just think I'd be happier there. However, I can't juggle moving and a masters and paying the high tuition for my masters and the big city's living expenses at the same time. Finding a girl I like is hard. I'm picky. On a scale of attractiveness, I've been called an 8/10 by a girl I dated super briefly, but other women would rate me differently. I think I had plenty of attention from women in college but I was not self-aware and observant at all.
@Frosted I took your advice and am running OGSF. I wonder if Shannon will come out with AM7 soon. I wonder if that will change my apathy and indecision into something else. This is what makes me sad.
Finding a girlfriend has been tough for me. I wish I could've continued with ARL but the anxiety was getting to me. The amount of exhaustion I feel is incredible. I feel like I won't ever do anything with my life and that's what makes me sad too.
Something else that has made me happy is the Google Advanced Data Analytics Certificate. I'm studying for that until I start my masters program depending on whether I get a deferral or not.
I can never seem to make up my mind. I'm indecisive and lack qualities for being an independent man. I think I've improved but... yeah. I've got to practice happiness with where I'm at. I got accepted into a master's program, so I'm happy about that! but now I can't move to NYC while pursuing the masters program. I can't have my cake and eat it too. I'm so apathetic to do something like traveling because of how lazy I am. I am not driven to travel but I want to travel to the big city as much as possible because there are a lot of women there and things to do and some of my friends are there. Plus, with all the things to do, I just think I'd be happier there. However, I can't juggle moving and a masters and paying the high tuition for my masters and the big city's living expenses at the same time. Finding a girl I like is hard. I'm picky. On a scale of attractiveness, I've been called an 8/10 by a girl I dated super briefly, but other women would rate me differently. I think I had plenty of attention from women in college but I was not self-aware and observant at all.
@Frosted I took your advice and am running OGSF. I wonder if Shannon will come out with AM7 soon. I wonder if that will change my apathy and indecision into something else. This is what makes me sad.
Finding a girlfriend has been tough for me. I wish I could've continued with ARL but the anxiety was getting to me. The amount of exhaustion I feel is incredible. I feel like I won't ever do anything with my life and that's what makes me sad too.
Something else that has made me happy is the Google Advanced Data Analytics Certificate. I'm studying for that until I start my masters program depending on whether I get a deferral or not.
