About a week left of the last stage. Everything seems to have settled down. To be honest I might have used this program at the wrong time of my life and instead should have focused on more of a subliminal for "positive change" rather than fix the deep stuff. Fonzy had an awesome journal about ASC and I agree with a lot of his opinions.
I am not sure how much change I have gone through past this journey, it's hard to see anything through a half empty glass. A little suggestion to Shannon: make the introduction page to AM a bit more informative on where you should be in life to use this sub successfully and to avoid spending 6/7 months in a bad place if you are not ready for it or have none of the AM traits. Whether I will ask for a refund or not I'll decide after a short break and reflection after the 6th stage has been finished.
Partly this has been my own fault, since I had a feeling that I might not be ready for the sub yet, but used it only in the mood of hype that I got from reading from journals how this is the sub that every man should use and they would run it forever if it was the only subliminal they could use.
I want to make sure the next choice I make is an honest choice of what I need to get moving in life. AM for me has been more of a sit, hide and wait for it to do it's job. The pain that is supposed to help you start moving has done the opposite for me and now I need something more specific.
A few months ago I was certain that I'd be running EPRHA for a while after this, but now I am uncertain. I don't think it would be a subliminal that would give me the drive to start taking action. On the other hand I did want to make this the year of completely healing myself. ASC long term is also a very good option, at least I would have the confidence to start going outside of my own house. I haven't left the house in roughly 5/6 months due to severe anxiety and that might be one of the reasons why I've been so depressed during this sub. To be honest I feel so weak that it makes me sick. Do I have to remove and heal the stuff inside? or do I have to boost my confidence and hope that my confidence would help me get ahead of my own problems.
I have a misunderstanding about what healing ones self actually means. Does it have to be like running EPRHA, meditating and digging up deep stuff, or can it be using subliminals that program positive beliefs into subconscious so the deep stuff doesn't matter/intervene any more? What would be a more permanent solution? Dealing directly with these things while I feel like I'm already at the bottom (but might keep me here longer) or building some positivity which could change my view about these things entirely?
I am not sure how much change I have gone through past this journey, it's hard to see anything through a half empty glass. A little suggestion to Shannon: make the introduction page to AM a bit more informative on where you should be in life to use this sub successfully and to avoid spending 6/7 months in a bad place if you are not ready for it or have none of the AM traits. Whether I will ask for a refund or not I'll decide after a short break and reflection after the 6th stage has been finished.
Partly this has been my own fault, since I had a feeling that I might not be ready for the sub yet, but used it only in the mood of hype that I got from reading from journals how this is the sub that every man should use and they would run it forever if it was the only subliminal they could use.
I want to make sure the next choice I make is an honest choice of what I need to get moving in life. AM for me has been more of a sit, hide and wait for it to do it's job. The pain that is supposed to help you start moving has done the opposite for me and now I need something more specific.
A few months ago I was certain that I'd be running EPRHA for a while after this, but now I am uncertain. I don't think it would be a subliminal that would give me the drive to start taking action. On the other hand I did want to make this the year of completely healing myself. ASC long term is also a very good option, at least I would have the confidence to start going outside of my own house. I haven't left the house in roughly 5/6 months due to severe anxiety and that might be one of the reasons why I've been so depressed during this sub. To be honest I feel so weak that it makes me sick. Do I have to remove and heal the stuff inside? or do I have to boost my confidence and hope that my confidence would help me get ahead of my own problems.
I have a misunderstanding about what healing ones self actually means. Does it have to be like running EPRHA, meditating and digging up deep stuff, or can it be using subliminals that program positive beliefs into subconscious so the deep stuff doesn't matter/intervene any more? What would be a more permanent solution? Dealing directly with these things while I feel like I'm already at the bottom (but might keep me here longer) or building some positivity which could change my view about these things entirely?
