Also my dreams are back and they are weirder than ever. Some are definitely manifested from the SM lead in and some are working on my past and fears. More specifically my fear of confrontation which has been the main focus in my dreams and day dreams.
EDIT: Almost forgot I had the funniest experience. My sister has been telling me how my subliminal use doesn't work at all and she doesn't see any changes. Yesterday when I said no to her wanting me to do something she kind of flipped. She basically said "You don't do what I tell you to do, you are not the same" or something similar. And that is now when I've been saying no to most of the stuff that I've been asked to do. Sadly I kind of tried to brush it off in defensiveness saying that I've been doing what people tell me to do all my life and won't be doing it any more. To which I got "You can still do stuff for me!", ended just ignoring that. There's still a lot of deep stuff to sort out since this is obviously not something that I should be defensive about.
EDIT: Almost forgot I had the funniest experience. My sister has been telling me how my subliminal use doesn't work at all and she doesn't see any changes. Yesterday when I said no to her wanting me to do something she kind of flipped. She basically said "You don't do what I tell you to do, you are not the same" or something similar. And that is now when I've been saying no to most of the stuff that I've been asked to do. Sadly I kind of tried to brush it off in defensiveness saying that I've been doing what people tell me to do all my life and won't be doing it any more. To which I got "You can still do stuff for me!", ended just ignoring that. There's still a lot of deep stuff to sort out since this is obviously not something that I should be defensive about.
