10-11-2016, 03:20 PM
So today was interesting. I woke up earlier than usual to take care of stuff I had to get done. A bunch of little things all built up and put me in a bad mood emotionally. I went through a cascade of negative emotions and thoughts. Instead of feeling any specific emotion, I just generally felt "bad" but had thoughts that I normally would have when I'm angry or distressed. This lasted until near the end of my last class. Then it shifted to a grounded feeling. This is the fastest time since I've been on E2 that I've gone from "Today sucks. I hate life. I don't want to be" to "Yeah, I got this!/Let's have fun".
It's legit crazy how much work I have to do this week, but I guess I'll find a way.
Interestingly, in the past, when I slipped in ultrasonic over the weekend my Monday would be pretty okay. This time I didn't use as much US as I usually do and my Monday wasn't that great. But usually by Wednesday my feeling of contentment tends to go away until the weekend comes and I do the whole thing over again. This time, it's been coming and going throughout the week so far. So I think masked solo is the way to go for now.
Other news
I looked on the forum. I asked for Shannon's opinion. And others have given me their opinion. I will still think this over a little longer when I have time, but as of right now, I plan on stopping E2 this Saturday and doing DMSI the following saturday. 2.4, with the healing. I will list my reasons below. Feel free to comment.
2.4
People seem to at the very least be clearing and healing and those who interact with others often say that it's improving their mood. Along with this, the same people are reporting occasional "results" or what they believe to be results. This includes basic commo IOI's and the rare "noticeable" IOI. Most users are getting these results.
A few users are getting what I consider the baseline of the of the program's goal: they're getting girls to approach them once in a while.
Most users who have felt the aura or used most of the versions agree that 2.1 was the most blatant with the responses. If I could, I'd definitely test 2.1 for myself. But I think that 2.1 proves that Shannon can accomplish this. Especially since it was one of the earlier versions. So I'm thinking that if he really goes all out for 3.x, he'll hit the mark. 2.1 seems like it was so close and it didn't even have all the tech that 2.4 has or even what 3.0 will have.
But I feel that if I do 2.4 and I clear some stuff and more importantly feel good while I run it, then it'll be worth my time to use it before 2.5/3.0. I'll give it a couple more days and if I don't change my mind, then that's what I'll be doing.
It's legit crazy how much work I have to do this week, but I guess I'll find a way.
Interestingly, in the past, when I slipped in ultrasonic over the weekend my Monday would be pretty okay. This time I didn't use as much US as I usually do and my Monday wasn't that great. But usually by Wednesday my feeling of contentment tends to go away until the weekend comes and I do the whole thing over again. This time, it's been coming and going throughout the week so far. So I think masked solo is the way to go for now.
Other news
I looked on the forum. I asked for Shannon's opinion. And others have given me their opinion. I will still think this over a little longer when I have time, but as of right now, I plan on stopping E2 this Saturday and doing DMSI the following saturday. 2.4, with the healing. I will list my reasons below. Feel free to comment.
2.4
People seem to at the very least be clearing and healing and those who interact with others often say that it's improving their mood. Along with this, the same people are reporting occasional "results" or what they believe to be results. This includes basic commo IOI's and the rare "noticeable" IOI. Most users are getting these results.
A few users are getting what I consider the baseline of the of the program's goal: they're getting girls to approach them once in a while.
Most users who have felt the aura or used most of the versions agree that 2.1 was the most blatant with the responses. If I could, I'd definitely test 2.1 for myself. But I think that 2.1 proves that Shannon can accomplish this. Especially since it was one of the earlier versions. So I'm thinking that if he really goes all out for 3.x, he'll hit the mark. 2.1 seems like it was so close and it didn't even have all the tech that 2.4 has or even what 3.0 will have.
But I feel that if I do 2.4 and I clear some stuff and more importantly feel good while I run it, then it'll be worth my time to use it before 2.5/3.0. I'll give it a couple more days and if I don't change my mind, then that's what I'll be doing.
