Greenduck made a post that compared being on E2 to being a driver in a race and waiting for it to be upgraded and repaired. Perfect analogy. I've recently been thinking to myself that with all I've done in the past, I've been going 120%, but at the same time I'm pulling a ton of weight with me. I still made strides with all that weight to carry. Doing E2, I've slowed down and am going at maybe 40-50% which feels slow and unusual for me. But once I'm done with E2 and I get back up to speed at 120%, I should be flying, progressing at excellent speeds, handling everything much better.
It seems like astrology has validity. About 85-90% of what I read for myself based on my chart is dead on. I'm glad there's nothing there about having trouble with women. But it really just seems like I'm good at manifesting things based on deep deep subconscious beliefs. And it hasn't been that easy for my subconscious to let go of the past. Once the past has been let go, and I've changed those deep beliefs, I should be highly effective at creating the life I want to live. I just have to let go.
I've also been getting turned on in public by seeing attractive girls. Almost got a semi today getting my haircut since the barber was a kinda attractive lady. Crazily enough, my Mars on my natal chart totally explains why I have the kind of aggressive sexual thoughts I do.
Other news
Shannon totally surprised me saying that he was going to work on/release DMSI 2.5 tonight. I saw it on my phone and was like "Oh, if I want healing I better get this right now." So I did. I officially have DMSI v2.4. I'm not using it yet of course, but soon. As long as 2.5 actually helps Shannon collect data for 3.x, then that's great.
My theory on why some people do better on the non-healing version
So this is my take on maybe how DMSI works. It's just a theory. Maybe the healing version requires everything to be healed to the point that when it does short-circuit, BOOM 0-100 instantly. But it seems like it may be "testing" aura generation every so often. That explains the unpredictable but short lived bursts of results. The script may go "Heal. Heal. Heal. Test execution. Execution not at 100%, continue healing..." That's all I can come up with. Bogdy who stuck with 2.3 apparently gets consistent results, but it's not accomplishing the end goal. I take this as he has healed to be able to execute 55% of the full program's scripting and that's the cap until he heals further. If this is the case, I see why Shannon would release a version with clearing and one without. At least you can use the one without like if you had a night out planned or a date and know you'd execute at least something.
Anyway, we'll just have to wait and see. It's disappointing that DMSRI isn't even guaranteed to be created, but that's part of the reason I jumped and bought 2.4 now.
Anyway, I'm sure that once I start 2.4/2.5 that Shannon will get plenty of data. I come across attractive girls almost every day, so this will be interesting.
P.S. I've been doing the masked track solo the past few days. I'm gonna stick with it for a little while. It feels more soothing and I feel like I'm getting more out of it right now.
It seems like astrology has validity. About 85-90% of what I read for myself based on my chart is dead on. I'm glad there's nothing there about having trouble with women. But it really just seems like I'm good at manifesting things based on deep deep subconscious beliefs. And it hasn't been that easy for my subconscious to let go of the past. Once the past has been let go, and I've changed those deep beliefs, I should be highly effective at creating the life I want to live. I just have to let go.
I've also been getting turned on in public by seeing attractive girls. Almost got a semi today getting my haircut since the barber was a kinda attractive lady. Crazily enough, my Mars on my natal chart totally explains why I have the kind of aggressive sexual thoughts I do.
Other news
Shannon totally surprised me saying that he was going to work on/release DMSI 2.5 tonight. I saw it on my phone and was like "Oh, if I want healing I better get this right now." So I did. I officially have DMSI v2.4. I'm not using it yet of course, but soon. As long as 2.5 actually helps Shannon collect data for 3.x, then that's great.
My theory on why some people do better on the non-healing version
So this is my take on maybe how DMSI works. It's just a theory. Maybe the healing version requires everything to be healed to the point that when it does short-circuit, BOOM 0-100 instantly. But it seems like it may be "testing" aura generation every so often. That explains the unpredictable but short lived bursts of results. The script may go "Heal. Heal. Heal. Test execution. Execution not at 100%, continue healing..." That's all I can come up with. Bogdy who stuck with 2.3 apparently gets consistent results, but it's not accomplishing the end goal. I take this as he has healed to be able to execute 55% of the full program's scripting and that's the cap until he heals further. If this is the case, I see why Shannon would release a version with clearing and one without. At least you can use the one without like if you had a night out planned or a date and know you'd execute at least something.
Anyway, we'll just have to wait and see. It's disappointing that DMSRI isn't even guaranteed to be created, but that's part of the reason I jumped and bought 2.4 now.
Anyway, I'm sure that once I start 2.4/2.5 that Shannon will get plenty of data. I come across attractive girls almost every day, so this will be interesting.
P.S. I've been doing the masked track solo the past few days. I'm gonna stick with it for a little while. It feels more soothing and I feel like I'm getting more out of it right now.
