10-01-2016, 08:34 PM
Well today was alright. Still have a bunch of stuff to get done. Still keeping hours high on weekends.
For the past couple of weeks, I've been saying a statement out loud when I wake up or before I go to sleep. "Universe, provide me with attractive girls that want to be good friends and have sex with me repeatedly." I saw someone else on the forum do something similar (forgot who) and it seemed to work for them so I tried it. That's why I've been posting when girls come and start convo with me. It's kinda new especially with it happening at this frequency.
Today when I went to throw away my garbage, some girl was throwing hers away but trying to swing it and throw it into the garbage area instead of walking up the stairs and easily putting it in. One of her bags, she totally fails with and it kinda spilled on the ground. She turns around and sees me and was like "did you see that?" and I'm like "Yeah, I saw it. You could've just walked up the stairs." She just said "yeah". I was like "lazy?" and she chuckled and admitted she was. I walked up the stairs, put my garbage in, and then as I'm walking down the stairs and she's walking up, she looks at me again and giggles with a smile.
I think the biggest reason that I'm trying to figure out instances like these is to know if it's a result of manifestation from my statement or if girls initiate convo with me now because E2 has removed my general resentment towards them and it's just social behavior instead of attraction. In the past, I would've assumed a girl initiating was definitely attraction, but I'm numb to ioi's and a bit rusty.
For the past couple of weeks, I've been saying a statement out loud when I wake up or before I go to sleep. "Universe, provide me with attractive girls that want to be good friends and have sex with me repeatedly." I saw someone else on the forum do something similar (forgot who) and it seemed to work for them so I tried it. That's why I've been posting when girls come and start convo with me. It's kinda new especially with it happening at this frequency.
Today when I went to throw away my garbage, some girl was throwing hers away but trying to swing it and throw it into the garbage area instead of walking up the stairs and easily putting it in. One of her bags, she totally fails with and it kinda spilled on the ground. She turns around and sees me and was like "did you see that?" and I'm like "Yeah, I saw it. You could've just walked up the stairs." She just said "yeah". I was like "lazy?" and she chuckled and admitted she was. I walked up the stairs, put my garbage in, and then as I'm walking down the stairs and she's walking up, she looks at me again and giggles with a smile.
I think the biggest reason that I'm trying to figure out instances like these is to know if it's a result of manifestation from my statement or if girls initiate convo with me now because E2 has removed my general resentment towards them and it's just social behavior instead of attraction. In the past, I would've assumed a girl initiating was definitely attraction, but I'm numb to ioi's and a bit rusty.
