09-20-2016, 03:08 PM
It seems like I'm still working through to establishing self-validation. I'm debating running the sub tonight to see if resistance would have passed by morning. There's that and I just don't really know how to handle my emotions towards some girls I know. Like I don't want to be emotionally overwhelmed. I think what's bothering me is knowing me where I have been with girls for all my life, especially recently, and being comfortable letting that go and going beyond all that. It's impacting how I feel about myself when I'm around girls I'm attracted to. It's like I don't want to feel that strongly because I don't want to risk the same things that happened in the past happening again. All of that at once is kinda emotionally overwhelming.
Sidenote
I found it really surprising that Shannon said that a program like DMSI could be best to improve someone's self-esteem, depending on what the root causes are. That's interesting. Even more of a reason to look forward to running it.
Sidenote
I found it really surprising that Shannon said that a program like DMSI could be best to improve someone's self-esteem, depending on what the root causes are. That's interesting. Even more of a reason to look forward to running it.
