09-07-2016, 07:06 PM
I will say that I am feeling better today than I did yesterday.
The dream last night was just crazy
In the dream, I was in a class, I think the professor was showing a movie. A girl in front of me turns around and starts talking to me. Then I remember she asked some bs question. It was like "How old are you/how tall are you" don't remember exactly. I tell her, she looks at a couple of other guys in the room and then says "That's okay. I'll just stick with my boyfriend". At that moment I thought of all the times I approached and made plans with girls who have a bf and how I got nowhere. I get up to leave but then everyone in the room starts turning into vampires. And I don't mean like pretty Vampire Diaries vamps, I mean like old school, ugly monster vamps. It was like I was prepared. I just run out into the hall where there's some sunlight and they just light fire and disintegrate as they chase me. I somehow end up in my grandma's old house and I'm just letting the sun take them out. Other stuff happened but I don't remember anything else.
Unrelated
I'm excited to see how DMSI 3.0 turns out. Shannon seems super determined to further it until it crushes the resistance of ALL people testing it on the forum. This is very promising. It already seems like some people are getting results with 2.4 that I'd like to get from E2 (ex. euphoria, enjoying life, less anxiety). The best way I can describe what I'm guessing is happening is that my joy in life wasn't based internally. E2 is trying to fix that, but it feels like I'm breaking down to my core. That's the best way to describe it. I'm just hoping that once it's done breaking me down, it builds me back up at least to where I was with my enjoyment of life and joy but with it being based internally.
The dream last night was just crazy
In the dream, I was in a class, I think the professor was showing a movie. A girl in front of me turns around and starts talking to me. Then I remember she asked some bs question. It was like "How old are you/how tall are you" don't remember exactly. I tell her, she looks at a couple of other guys in the room and then says "That's okay. I'll just stick with my boyfriend". At that moment I thought of all the times I approached and made plans with girls who have a bf and how I got nowhere. I get up to leave but then everyone in the room starts turning into vampires. And I don't mean like pretty Vampire Diaries vamps, I mean like old school, ugly monster vamps. It was like I was prepared. I just run out into the hall where there's some sunlight and they just light fire and disintegrate as they chase me. I somehow end up in my grandma's old house and I'm just letting the sun take them out. Other stuff happened but I don't remember anything else.
Unrelated
I'm excited to see how DMSI 3.0 turns out. Shannon seems super determined to further it until it crushes the resistance of ALL people testing it on the forum. This is very promising. It already seems like some people are getting results with 2.4 that I'd like to get from E2 (ex. euphoria, enjoying life, less anxiety). The best way I can describe what I'm guessing is happening is that my joy in life wasn't based internally. E2 is trying to fix that, but it feels like I'm breaking down to my core. That's the best way to describe it. I'm just hoping that once it's done breaking me down, it builds me back up at least to where I was with my enjoyment of life and joy but with it being based internally.
