09-01-2016, 04:07 PM
Self-Reflection
I thought about it and pretty much all of my current anger is related to not having what I believe I should right now. Of course I get angry and don't tolerate someone mistreating me but that very rarely happens now (excluding girls not having sex with me).
What I believe I should have that I don't currently:
-Girl problems solved 100%. Having multiple LTRs with the hottest girls, free to meet anyone whenever I please (big one)
-Passive income of $200-$300 a month that I'm free to use however I please (not so big)
That's pretty much it. From here, it's just a matter of achieving those things with minimal effort now. I say minimal effort because I've already invested A LOT into accomplishing these things. I've paid the price.
I have expectations for myself. That's how I have done as much as I have. Right now, I just want all guilt, shame, and fear to be gone. I want it to be impossible for me to experience those emotions. Then I'll be a free, uninhibited version of myself. I think I'd be way more badass, productive, and happy than I am now.
That's pretty much it.
I thought about it and pretty much all of my current anger is related to not having what I believe I should right now. Of course I get angry and don't tolerate someone mistreating me but that very rarely happens now (excluding girls not having sex with me).
What I believe I should have that I don't currently:
-Girl problems solved 100%. Having multiple LTRs with the hottest girls, free to meet anyone whenever I please (big one)
-Passive income of $200-$300 a month that I'm free to use however I please (not so big)
That's pretty much it. From here, it's just a matter of achieving those things with minimal effort now. I say minimal effort because I've already invested A LOT into accomplishing these things. I've paid the price.
I have expectations for myself. That's how I have done as much as I have. Right now, I just want all guilt, shame, and fear to be gone. I want it to be impossible for me to experience those emotions. Then I'll be a free, uninhibited version of myself. I think I'd be way more badass, productive, and happy than I am now.
That's pretty much it.
