04-22-2016, 06:24 PM
I just want to thank dweller94 for doing the remote chakra healing for me. I didn't feel anything out of the ordinary on that day, or noticeable improvements, but thanks for the effort. I will say though that I'm in a much better place right now.
I've been doing the Love or Above program from Christie Sheldon. I'm doing the blue light meditation that Dweller shared with me. I wrote down the list of what I have to offer to girls in my life. It was longer than the list of things I look for in girls even with the wide varieties I listed.
My vibration is being raised without a doubt. I literally don't have the time to go into detail. But there are too many out of the ordinary events and synchronicities occurring so close to each other for it to be coincidence. Seriously.
All around, I've seen some kind of evidence that my reality is shifting to where I want it to go. My parents are supporting me putting my acting career ahead of a college degree. I'm meeting people via social circle with little effort. New references with girls (not in-the-bedroom yet), but still new to me even after all the times I intentionally approached girls to get the references.
No lie. One girl I haven't spoken to in like 4 months or more bumped into me. We recognized each other, didn't remember each other's names. Glad to see each other (I"m not sexually attracted to her though). She introduced me to her friend that was with her and soon they had to go to meet with another friend. As we leave, the girl is coming back with the friend she went to meet just to introduce her to me! Then she even says "I may not always have time to hang out with you guys, but Maxx is so active, outgoing, and cool you should give him your number to hang with him". And they did (not attracted to any of them, but still in all my years, this has never happened to me).
There's other things, but don't have the time right now.
I may not be on the forum as often simply because I'm working on not comparing myself to anyone else. When I read these AM, SM, and WM journals, I really want it to be me so it's best for me to avoid it for the time being.
In case anyone was wondering, here's my current plan relating to subs:
EPRHA 2.0 for at least 10 months, then I'm going to take a month or so and tap. After that, hopefully AM7 (if it's not out yet, AM6).
As of right now, I think that at this rate, I should be over social anxiety and all my negative feelings towards girls and the world at the end of my E2 run. High vibrations and low vibrations can't occupy the same space at the same time.
I've been doing the Love or Above program from Christie Sheldon. I'm doing the blue light meditation that Dweller shared with me. I wrote down the list of what I have to offer to girls in my life. It was longer than the list of things I look for in girls even with the wide varieties I listed.
My vibration is being raised without a doubt. I literally don't have the time to go into detail. But there are too many out of the ordinary events and synchronicities occurring so close to each other for it to be coincidence. Seriously.
All around, I've seen some kind of evidence that my reality is shifting to where I want it to go. My parents are supporting me putting my acting career ahead of a college degree. I'm meeting people via social circle with little effort. New references with girls (not in-the-bedroom yet), but still new to me even after all the times I intentionally approached girls to get the references.
No lie. One girl I haven't spoken to in like 4 months or more bumped into me. We recognized each other, didn't remember each other's names. Glad to see each other (I"m not sexually attracted to her though). She introduced me to her friend that was with her and soon they had to go to meet with another friend. As we leave, the girl is coming back with the friend she went to meet just to introduce her to me! Then she even says "I may not always have time to hang out with you guys, but Maxx is so active, outgoing, and cool you should give him your number to hang with him". And they did (not attracted to any of them, but still in all my years, this has never happened to me).
There's other things, but don't have the time right now.
I may not be on the forum as often simply because I'm working on not comparing myself to anyone else. When I read these AM, SM, and WM journals, I really want it to be me so it's best for me to avoid it for the time being.
In case anyone was wondering, here's my current plan relating to subs:
EPRHA 2.0 for at least 10 months, then I'm going to take a month or so and tap. After that, hopefully AM7 (if it's not out yet, AM6).
As of right now, I think that at this rate, I should be over social anxiety and all my negative feelings towards girls and the world at the end of my E2 run. High vibrations and low vibrations can't occupy the same space at the same time.
