Minor note, but I ended up watching the pron.
BUT I promise myself that the next time I get the urge, I will either distract myself or just masturbate WITHOUT the pron. I promise.
Sidenote:
I'd love to have like an hour long conversation with a professional active manifestation practitioner. I've had some experiences where I want to do something and I did accomplish it, of course I put in the work, but I still achieved it in a reasonable amount of time while I wanted it. So how did I get it? Pretty much I wanna know where the line is drawn that wanting something stops you from having it. I wanted to flicker my lights in my room and I did it no problem. I have no idea where to find a practitioner to talk to though.
BUT I promise myself that the next time I get the urge, I will either distract myself or just masturbate WITHOUT the pron. I promise.
Sidenote:
I'd love to have like an hour long conversation with a professional active manifestation practitioner. I've had some experiences where I want to do something and I did accomplish it, of course I put in the work, but I still achieved it in a reasonable amount of time while I wanted it. So how did I get it? Pretty much I wanna know where the line is drawn that wanting something stops you from having it. I wanted to flicker my lights in my room and I did it no problem. I have no idea where to find a practitioner to talk to though.
