01-06-2025, 01:14 AM
(This post was last modified: 01-06-2025, 01:22 AM by Johannesbrst.)
Today.mqrks the 3 month mark of my Maverick journey and I will be taking a 3 week break now as recommended by @Duke.Togo
Maverick seems to keep me focused on healing the different levels of my energetic self, and I can see why this is important for me to achieve a state of my fullest potential. Having an energetic system that is in balance will give me the energy, presence and internal resources to support this potential. It is a fairly slow process but I'm making progress.
Even though I have days I don't feel at top, in general I feel more at ease and less stressful about the future, I'm more in the here and now and trust that opportunities will show when it's time as long as I keep working on myself and follow what feel right in the moment. That is nice.
At work i feel more assertive of my own ideas and driven to make them happen. I'm not afraid to take initiative and have implemented stuff and started discussions that has made impact on the clarity of direction of the whole company, which feels really nice. I have good relationships with people at work, have mutual respect for them I work with and I feel motivated and valued.
I've started to come back to feeling better about myself when interacting with girls, making it not so hard to take initiatives in that field as well. Have had some success in the field lately, nothing ground-breaking but it's still nice to get the validating feeling that others are attracted by you, sometimes you forget that when you haven't experienced it for a while.
I keep producing music which is my new hobby, and it's interesting to focus my attention on different levels of my energetic self when producing to see what kind of musical elements that cater to that energy level. As my energetic levels get more in balance I believe this will also become easier to do.
I also feel less defensive about my true emotions and more accepting of myself and whatever I experience. This had in turned helped me to grow closer relationships with my friends and made the relationships more honest and at ease.
Overall a good 3 months, and I feel motivated to keep using the program and it will be interesting to see how the next 3 weeks play out during a potential bloom period.
Maverick seems to keep me focused on healing the different levels of my energetic self, and I can see why this is important for me to achieve a state of my fullest potential. Having an energetic system that is in balance will give me the energy, presence and internal resources to support this potential. It is a fairly slow process but I'm making progress.
Even though I have days I don't feel at top, in general I feel more at ease and less stressful about the future, I'm more in the here and now and trust that opportunities will show when it's time as long as I keep working on myself and follow what feel right in the moment. That is nice.
At work i feel more assertive of my own ideas and driven to make them happen. I'm not afraid to take initiative and have implemented stuff and started discussions that has made impact on the clarity of direction of the whole company, which feels really nice. I have good relationships with people at work, have mutual respect for them I work with and I feel motivated and valued.
I've started to come back to feeling better about myself when interacting with girls, making it not so hard to take initiatives in that field as well. Have had some success in the field lately, nothing ground-breaking but it's still nice to get the validating feeling that others are attracted by you, sometimes you forget that when you haven't experienced it for a while.
I keep producing music which is my new hobby, and it's interesting to focus my attention on different levels of my energetic self when producing to see what kind of musical elements that cater to that energy level. As my energetic levels get more in balance I believe this will also become easier to do.
I also feel less defensive about my true emotions and more accepting of myself and whatever I experience. This had in turned helped me to grow closer relationships with my friends and made the relationships more honest and at ease.
Overall a good 3 months, and I feel motivated to keep using the program and it will be interesting to see how the next 3 weeks play out during a potential bloom period.
