12-22-2024, 03:03 PM
(This post was last modified: 12-22-2024, 03:04 PM by Johannesbrst.)
Running Maverick is still a bit of an opaque experience, but still interesting and one that keep on giving.
Overall it's very smooth, but it does feel like the steering wheels are coming off, bit by bit. You remember those racing games where you could make the computer do some of the breaking and steering for you? It's a bit like those settings slowly are turned off, and you are handed the controls.
Not faster than you can manage, but it's still an unfamiliar feeling if you have been thinking you have been smooth sailing all by yourself up until this point.
Well, you have in a way, but you have forgotten that the computer, your inner beliefs and subconscious, has been helping you out with a lot of stuff. And that is OK, but it's not driving for real.
When taking off the training-wheels, suddenly you are given awareness to make desicions that can seriously harm both yourself and others. Driving a racecar is dangerous and can be very serious, and so can the consequences of your actions be. So you learn to tread carefully.
This also means that you will not only learn to manage the driving, but also manage the driver, yourself. Because otherwise you wouldn't be given the controls for real. And this may bring up some painful stuff, but it's the only way for you to actually be the driver in control, without any training-wheels on yourself or the car you are driving.
But the nice thing here is that with the training-wheels gone, you are no longer restricted in ways you didn't notice before. Your actions, which you now can take with a fuller awareness, will become more potent and less clouded by automatic processes. It's a two edged sword, because it can cause more harm, but it can also cause more benefit.
Soon three months into this journey and so far it has been interesting, but subtle. After the 3 months i will take a 2-3 week long break from the sub to let it bloom according to @Duke.Togo s recommendation before starting the second 3-month period of the first runthrough of Maverick.
Overall it's very smooth, but it does feel like the steering wheels are coming off, bit by bit. You remember those racing games where you could make the computer do some of the breaking and steering for you? It's a bit like those settings slowly are turned off, and you are handed the controls.
Not faster than you can manage, but it's still an unfamiliar feeling if you have been thinking you have been smooth sailing all by yourself up until this point.
Well, you have in a way, but you have forgotten that the computer, your inner beliefs and subconscious, has been helping you out with a lot of stuff. And that is OK, but it's not driving for real.
When taking off the training-wheels, suddenly you are given awareness to make desicions that can seriously harm both yourself and others. Driving a racecar is dangerous and can be very serious, and so can the consequences of your actions be. So you learn to tread carefully.
This also means that you will not only learn to manage the driving, but also manage the driver, yourself. Because otherwise you wouldn't be given the controls for real. And this may bring up some painful stuff, but it's the only way for you to actually be the driver in control, without any training-wheels on yourself or the car you are driving.
But the nice thing here is that with the training-wheels gone, you are no longer restricted in ways you didn't notice before. Your actions, which you now can take with a fuller awareness, will become more potent and less clouded by automatic processes. It's a two edged sword, because it can cause more harm, but it can also cause more benefit.
Soon three months into this journey and so far it has been interesting, but subtle. After the 3 months i will take a 2-3 week long break from the sub to let it bloom according to @Duke.Togo s recommendation before starting the second 3-month period of the first runthrough of Maverick.
