10-07-2024, 04:46 AM
(This post was last modified: 10-07-2024, 04:54 AM by Johannesbrst.)
I bought Maverick soon after it came out because it spoke to a dream I have had inside me for a long time. This dream has come up from time to time, but I always found a way to avoid it. I would tell myself, "I'm not ready for this" or "I need to learn X before I can try that." These were just excuses, but coming from a place deep within that kept me from going straight into what I have been feeling that I want to pursue.
Even though I was excited after buying the program, I decided to use E6 first until I felt ready for Maverick, since my life at that time had some limits that made it hard to explore personal freedom. Now, almost a year and a half later, I finally feel stable and prepared enough to give it a try. Getting to this point is a success in itself because of all the growth I've done to reach a stable place.
Interestingly, around a month and a half ago, I started pursuing this dream. Could it be TID effects from Maverick, perhaps? I’ve started doing something I've wanted to do for years, and it just felt natural, like it was finally the right time.
Today, I'm happy to say I'm on my second loop of the program. I feel a bit nervous, but at the same time excited. I'll try to just keep on with daily life and not get to involved with what's happening, but rather take moments from time to time to reflect.
I think my journaling here will be pretty light, as I plan to keep a more detailed private journal. However, I'll share anything I think could be interesting here.
Even though I was excited after buying the program, I decided to use E6 first until I felt ready for Maverick, since my life at that time had some limits that made it hard to explore personal freedom. Now, almost a year and a half later, I finally feel stable and prepared enough to give it a try. Getting to this point is a success in itself because of all the growth I've done to reach a stable place.
Interestingly, around a month and a half ago, I started pursuing this dream. Could it be TID effects from Maverick, perhaps? I’ve started doing something I've wanted to do for years, and it just felt natural, like it was finally the right time.
Today, I'm happy to say I'm on my second loop of the program. I feel a bit nervous, but at the same time excited. I'll try to just keep on with daily life and not get to involved with what's happening, but rather take moments from time to time to reflect.
I think my journaling here will be pretty light, as I plan to keep a more detailed private journal. However, I'll share anything I think could be interesting here.
