03-29-2022, 04:19 PM
One thing that I remember that I never posted was that back when I think I was in my first month of running MLS 5.75G, I ran it at night, and one night I started crying thinking about suicide. My interpretation of that is that I was I was releasing some deep subconscious fear of learning. I still stayed awake the whole night like usual, but the only thing that makes sense is the subliminal pushing me to release my fear of learning, because otherwise why would I suddenly start thinking of suicidal thoughts out of nowhere and start crying? I haven't had this happen since that night, but just thought this was worth noting.
