Stage 6, day 9. Listening as much as I comfortably can and I'm not getting that tired anymore. Not energetic either. It really feels like I'm on AM rather than SM - I'm working on something all the time and I'm not particularly interested in meeting girls. My schedule could be something like: go to work, eat, meditate, go to gym, study for 1 hour, edge with porn for ~30 minutes (without climaxing), maybe read a bit, sleep. So I thought "shouldn't I just invite a *real* girl over instead". So then I had a girl over yesterday, the sex was pretty good, but now I'm just a bit bummed that I missed my studying yesterday.. did the gym & meditation, though. I still feel great about having my main girl over over, but there are 2 others atm that I can invite over.. but actually it'd be more exiting for me to be approaching some hotties. And even better to just do something productive.
Btw, I'm actually pretty happy most of the time even though it seems I write like I'm depressed of something
Just my mood today, I guess.
Currently thinking I'll go for EPRHA for a month at least, to test it. I'm not really sure what emotional pain means here, if its just loss, grief, etc. or does it also include other negative feelings. But its a single-stage with OGSF and self validation, so I can't really go too wrong with that choice.
And I started testing a bit of nettle root extract yesterday for a T-boost.
Btw, I'm actually pretty happy most of the time even though it seems I write like I'm depressed of something
Just my mood today, I guess.Currently thinking I'll go for EPRHA for a month at least, to test it. I'm not really sure what emotional pain means here, if its just loss, grief, etc. or does it also include other negative feelings. But its a single-stage with OGSF and self validation, so I can't really go too wrong with that choice.
And I started testing a bit of nettle root extract yesterday for a T-boost.
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