LionKing's Mating Season (SM3)

[SargeMaximus]

For me tho it's just the opposite: SM is pushing me to really buckle down on EVERYTHING in life. AM was so wishy washy for me.

You are right of course. Looking at AM6 on paper it seems like what I'd want now, but actually for the first time in a LONG while I have a much better sense of what I'd like to aim for and I feel I've grown a ton during SM. I think a lot of it had to do with the honesty stuff. Had to get my thoughts and feel for "me" together to ignore that slight disapproval that's usually people's first reaction when I'm open about controversial things. I'm now working daily towards a new direction career-wise, feel more empowered and my body language is much improved. Definitely didn't get this with AM, though maybe its what started it all and now SM was just keeping it up? Blackdragon's book helped too.

Gah, I don't know! I'll see how you do on EPRHA and go with what feels good when the time comes.

Yeah SM all the way lol. Results are results, and promises are just promises, know what I'm sayin?

But yeah I look forward to EPRHA much, I'll check in if there's anything to report, unless my life gets too awesome too handle of course lol