LionKing's Mating Season (SM3)

[LionKing]

Thanks Ben, I'll look into it. I don't currently have back pain, but I did have LBP for 3 or 4 years, so I'm very conscious of the state of my back, still.

Stage 2, Day 14. Posture was much already better yesterday, though it feels a bit weird and tight.

I did some pstec on looking at women in a blatantly obviously sexual way in different daytime scenarios, and (like I mentioned in Sarge's journal) what came up was that its very hard for me to go over that threshold where I think "polite" ends. What helped was that I imagined women getting really angry and pissed at me for being so blatantly obvious and demanding an emotional reaction from them. Them another thing that helped was to imagine the people around getting really mad at me for being like that, maybe pushing me and telling me to go away, banning me from certain places I frequently visit (like the gym). I'm feeling this will be very good for me, this "polite" thing has really been holding me back and I'm actually expecting great positive responses from women if I can just lose that politeness shit.