Stage 2, Day 5. Been busy. The very start of stage 2 felt really good, so what I did was listen to it waaay more than what I meant to, which made me really tired, which made the good feelings go away. Note to self, take it easy :D
Anyway, I reduced my hours back and its better now. Still quite tired. I've gotten quite busy at some point, seems like I'm always going somewhere and I haven't even watched *any* tv for a long time, simple because I haven't had the time. Same thing with pstec, but I'm trying to get 2 or 3 rounds done per day. Got some insight for that from THEIR FORUM.
It seems like the effects I was seeing quieted down after I started stage 2: I'm feeling very "normal" and I don't get that many looks. Something has changed though, because it seems I always presume that women want me or are at least thinking about me in some level.. Like if there's a girl I like sitting close to me in a different table, I just presume she's at least somewhat attracted and would like to talk to me, lol. Friends & family *may* be calling to see me more than usual, but maybe that's a coincidence. Socializing is pretty relaxed and fun. It seems my sex drive has gone down since starting stage 2, but that's probably because I've been so tired.
On Saturday I happened to go to the same club than the girl I've been seeing (not arranged). We chatted a while and said see ya later, I talked to some friends and some girls and then towards the end of the night I walked up to her on the dance floor... jeez, it was hot! :D She immediately started grinding on me and it was this extremely close, grinding, holding-eye-contact teasing (from me).. I felt like I was holding back a river or something, not jumping on her. She was dancing in a big group of friends who had no idea we even knew each other and they all stopped dancing and just looked at us with their eyes wide open, pointing us with their fingers and yelling to each other as we started kissing pretty soon after. Nice social proof :)
I'm more relaxed talking to girls than ever, but I'm not approaching much at the moment. I'm more open to going out alone though, and I've been humming to myself while walking around in public.
Anyway, I reduced my hours back and its better now. Still quite tired. I've gotten quite busy at some point, seems like I'm always going somewhere and I haven't even watched *any* tv for a long time, simple because I haven't had the time. Same thing with pstec, but I'm trying to get 2 or 3 rounds done per day. Got some insight for that from THEIR FORUM.
It seems like the effects I was seeing quieted down after I started stage 2: I'm feeling very "normal" and I don't get that many looks. Something has changed though, because it seems I always presume that women want me or are at least thinking about me in some level.. Like if there's a girl I like sitting close to me in a different table, I just presume she's at least somewhat attracted and would like to talk to me, lol. Friends & family *may* be calling to see me more than usual, but maybe that's a coincidence. Socializing is pretty relaxed and fun. It seems my sex drive has gone down since starting stage 2, but that's probably because I've been so tired.
On Saturday I happened to go to the same club than the girl I've been seeing (not arranged). We chatted a while and said see ya later, I talked to some friends and some girls and then towards the end of the night I walked up to her on the dance floor... jeez, it was hot! :D She immediately started grinding on me and it was this extremely close, grinding, holding-eye-contact teasing (from me).. I felt like I was holding back a river or something, not jumping on her. She was dancing in a big group of friends who had no idea we even knew each other and they all stopped dancing and just looked at us with their eyes wide open, pointing us with their fingers and yelling to each other as we started kissing pretty soon after. Nice social proof :)
I'm more relaxed talking to girls than ever, but I'm not approaching much at the moment. I'm more open to going out alone though, and I've been humming to myself while walking around in public.
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