09-05-2014, 10:23 AM
(09-05-2014, 07:22 AM)LionKing Wrote: Yeah, you're probably right. I've just been so insecure during those seconds that its been like a kick in the balls
Anyway, I found a flaw in my step-by-step method... tried it for the 2nd time now and all I got was extremely horny. Shit, lol. Well ok, there is still some anxiousness, but the horniness gets so heavy it gets buried under it. Its like I explode a little bit inside if I lock eyes with some hottie. When I went to get some take-out tee, the waiter seemed pretty much uninterested and would only glance at me briefly.. but then I had the feeling she was looking at me a lot from the side when getting the water and the cup I got was about half bigger than its ever been, so..
Well, I'll try to find something negative about it & clear it. Or at least run a positive track. I'll be going out tonight anyway. Maybe I should also start holding eye contact with guys and everyone just to get the insecurities cleared.. don't really want to, but I might.
Isn't this a good thing? I remember we discussed about holding strong eye contact while being in a sexual state is good for seduction. I think RSD calls this "State Transference". Maybe you should utilize this feeling in a productive way.
