(09-05-2014, 07:09 AM)swisston Wrote: Don't forget that many women have a 'default bitch face' :) It doesn't mean it is anything to do with you, they just have a serious/harsh normal expression (same for men of course) and they are probably entirely unaware that they are walking around frowning at people.
Yeah, you're probably right. I've just been so insecure during those seconds that its been like a kick in the balls :D
Anyway, I found a flaw in my step-by-step method... tried it for the 2nd time now and all I got was extremely horny. Shit, lol. Well ok, there is still some anxiousness, but the horniness gets so heavy it gets buried under it. Its like I explode a little bit inside if I lock eyes with some hottie. When I went to get some take-out tee, the waiter seemed pretty much uninterested and would only glance at me briefly.. but then I had the feeling she was looking at me a lot from the side when getting the water and the cup I got was about half bigger than its ever been, so..
Well, I'll try to find something negative about it & clear it. Or at least run a positive track. I'll be going out tonight anyway. Maybe I should also start holding eye contact with guys and everyone just to get the insecurities cleared.. don't really want to, but I might.
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