01-30-2023, 04:16 AM
(This post was last modified: 01-30-2023, 03:20 PM by ncbeareatingman.)
Well, I found my answer....from the description page of the brand new , in my view, industrial strength, version of OGSF 5.9, below. Energy follows Intention, I'm going back to da womb, the journey traveled to enter this world and the shocking bright lights, upon entering this world in the birthing room, the shock of burlap, sandpaper material on super super sensitive new born ,fresh outta the womb, skin, separation from mother and father right off, medical staff that was half ass "present" ,so so - here and now,etc. -
Fast forward..
Back in1989 , I did a very special 17 day training on healing birth trauma and related
"Material" in which amoung many many other things, I re-experienced my birth travel and birth itself, saw it from above and at the same time was fully engaged in it , I experienced it, in it's totality, all the feelings sensations and trauma as well.... Yeah I'm going back to the future and heal some even deeper shit .
Brief background, after birth, growing up, emotional atmosphere...
Hard working Alcoholic functional dysfunctional, Scot Irish Daddy,deeply deeply wounded Alpha Male , stunted emotional growth. Daily / weekly verbal abuse to whole family,(singled me out especially,) weekends usually included physical abuse( yelling, hitting in some form or fashion etc) family at large deeply traumatized, toxic as shit. Later all family members trauma bonded with said "Alkey"(Alcoholic), except me, I left at 19, moved , toxic followed me there,5 miles away, at 20 I moved 3,000 miles away. They did not follow me there !
The spiritual - emotional, energetic work
45 years of intense, deep work on n with myself, the journey definitely continues and the work with OGSF 5.9 will definitely be an integral part of this process,along with a few more "energetic" tools in my energetic tool box
Time to dive deeper & git freer !!
1/30/23
PS: Exceptionally Tired! I Been Bushed to the Bone, Tired. ( Many hours later)
OGSF 5.9
"A: This program instructs your subconscious to try to process, heal and move past all of your traumatic experiences, but not all at once. It does not limit its efforts to any particular type. "
Fast forward..
Back in1989 , I did a very special 17 day training on healing birth trauma and related
"Material" in which amoung many many other things, I re-experienced my birth travel and birth itself, saw it from above and at the same time was fully engaged in it , I experienced it, in it's totality, all the feelings sensations and trauma as well.... Yeah I'm going back to the future and heal some even deeper shit .
Brief background, after birth, growing up, emotional atmosphere...
Hard working Alcoholic functional dysfunctional, Scot Irish Daddy,deeply deeply wounded Alpha Male , stunted emotional growth. Daily / weekly verbal abuse to whole family,(singled me out especially,) weekends usually included physical abuse( yelling, hitting in some form or fashion etc) family at large deeply traumatized, toxic as shit. Later all family members trauma bonded with said "Alkey"(Alcoholic), except me, I left at 19, moved , toxic followed me there,5 miles away, at 20 I moved 3,000 miles away. They did not follow me there !
The spiritual - emotional, energetic work
45 years of intense, deep work on n with myself, the journey definitely continues and the work with OGSF 5.9 will definitely be an integral part of this process,along with a few more "energetic" tools in my energetic tool box
Time to dive deeper & git freer !!
1/30/23
PS: Exceptionally Tired! I Been Bushed to the Bone, Tired. ( Many hours later)
OGSF 5.9
"A: This program instructs your subconscious to try to process, heal and move past all of your traumatic experiences, but not all at once. It does not limit its efforts to any particular type. "
Sherlock-your're an amazing fellow,Watson.Though You,yourself,not luminescent, you're an amazing conductor of Light"/"Loving You ,Heals Me"-an-NDE'er.""Blessed are those who can give without remembering and take without forgetting."-Trust is abouve ALL else!!"Money,does NOT change people,it ONLY reveals them!"
