In3deeps's Quest to Attract His Perfect Wife

[zen]

My number 1 priority is a great job remain here so that i dont have to go overseas...

... the answer is within you. Also, it depends on which country you are living in.

[in3deep]

My number 1 priority is a great job remain here so that i dont have to go overseas...

... the answer is within you. Also, it depends on which country you are living in.

im in singapore

if i study its to move to australia

i know you might be thinking why do i need to move to australia if i dun want to go there

the reason is because my work is being shifted to a cheaper country and my ocntract is ending... known this for a few months... thus trying to get another job... but at the same time i dun want to remain unemployed and bumming around... asian culture so you know how your parents n society view you

thats why the plan of going overseas for postgrad studies cause whats worse den going overseas to study is to remain n umemployed bum till god knows when

[zen]

If I were you, I would go to Australia as my happiness and peace of mind are important.
But, as I've said, the answer is in you.

[in3deep]

day 34 today

not much on the perfect wife front.. granted a big reason is cause my social life is abit limited... most of my friends are married so they are busy with their own family... so social activities are limited and even then its within the same bunch of friends

hopefully the weaving of threads results in me getting opportunities for the relevant social opportunities

but the job intw i mentioned about earlier is happing soon

Lets c if this is a secondary manifestation of this sub... fingers crossed that i get the job

[JJ54]

I definitely enjoy reading this thread, in3deep. I want to run an AYP sub after doing AM6 next year, so hopefully your experience will give me some insight as well. Best of luck.

[in3deep]

Hi all

Big big resistance or sadness or whatever u can it

Since I started running the sub during 1st Nov, I did'nt have any dreams about the girl who let me down.

However, Past couple of days I had dreams about the girl who broke my heart... But it was not so much of a big deal...small dreams which din cause much emotions.. Today I had a dream about her again... This time damn... Even after waking up, I can't get rid of the sinking feeling... Dun wanna goto too much details... But it was something along the lines of "I know You are disappointed and I can't do anything to change it, but I care about u even though u think that I don't "

I'm wondering if this is due to the sub or due to something else.., if it was resistance I'm wondering y the dream made me miss the past again instead of helping me let go

[Ricardo]

Hi all

Big big resistance or sadness or whatever u can it

Since I started running the sub during 1st Nov, I did'nt have any dreams about the girl who let me down.

However, Past couple of days I had dreams about the girl who broke my heart... But it was not so much of a big deal...small dreams which din cause much emotions.. Today I had a dream about her again... This time damn... Even after waking up, I can't get rid of the sinking feeling... Dun wanna goto too much details... But it was something along the lines of "I know You are disappointed and I can't do anything to change it, but I care about u even though u think that I don't "

I'm wondering if this is due to the sub or due to something else.., if it was resistance I'm wondering y the dream made me miss the past again instead of helping me let go

Could be the sub helping to clear that subconscious sadness and fear of it happening again. AYP's should also work on your inner self to prepare you for the arrival of this wonderful woman..sounds like you're on the right track

[in3deep]

Could be the sub helping to clear that subconscious sadness and fear of it happening again. AYP's should also work on your inner self to prepare you for the arrival of this wonderful woman..sounds like you're on the right track

hope so Ric

but the dream was a case of She telling me she still cares instead of me telling her

would have been easier if the dream was me giving her a earful to let my anger out instead of making me feel sad though

lol

[in3deep]

Hi guys

just needed to share something

as mentioned in my earlier posts, i was due to be out of a job and if i din get a replacement job i would have to goto australia to pursue a postgrad career

one of my questions was would running the sub now prove to be ineffective if i ended up moving country as it would make it harder to link up the so called threads of fate

well there was this company i intwed with back in july this year and din get the job

in early nov, they themselves reached out to me to ask if i would like to intw for another position within the company. they then told me i would need to go thru the entire process of 2 intws and written essay. i rejected... they called me back saying i would only need to go thru for final intw... when i went for the intw, there was no candidates before me or after me unlike the previous time... or maybe they intwed candidates on some other day... well i went for it and today i got the job

now im trying to analyse what caused this
1) random coincidence?
2( i did creative visualisation in july when i was originally intwing... i did not get the job... but is now eventually receiving the job the actual manifestation of my earlier visualisation... did the universe need a few months to sort out the process? Basically the timelag between visualisation n manifestation?
3) Is it a secondary manifestation due to running the AYPW sub? Maybe the target had been identified to be in my current country and produced a desired outcome to make me remain in my current country instead of moving to australia?

I guess no one knows for sure.... but nevertheless im farking grateful whatever it is!!!!

[in3deep]

day 48 today

have noticed some changes in my mindset

before i started the program, my mindset was, all the good women are taken, its hard to meet someone i would like who likes me in return, etc etc

past couple of days, i noticed my mindset has changed to know that its going to happen... feeling more positive... the negative thoughts abt how im gonna meet her is fading and now theres a buzz like feeling of anticipation... not sure how to describe it... its one of the feelings you have when you intuitively know "a good plan is coming together"

ofcourse, if i try to think about the past, i still am able to bring up the negative feelings, but overall predominately my feelings is now of anticipation instead of despair

ofcoz i know these count for nothing unless there's physical results... and the fall is harder if theres no physical results after the increased positive feelings... fingers crossed

Some secondary changes in my life
- got discharged from long term treatment for a medical condition i had
- got a job after searching for 6 months and this time the job found me almost magically... most likely will start sometime in Jan
- won a 2D/1N stay at a hotel in a random lucky draw... den again i dont have nayone to go with unless i use it as a solo stay

[in3deep]

Somehow I have been having morning wood consistently the past week... I must admit my sex drive has been considerably lower this past year due to enormous stress I've been under

Back to morning wood,,,This has not happened in a long time... I don't remember having sexual dreams either...

Unless it's a secondary manifestation to prepare my body for a good sexual relationship from the manifestation

Anyway beginning month 3 soon... Going by guidelines for most ppl manifestation occurs by month 4... So something to look forward to I guess

[Trend]

Keep us up to date, we love following your progress, are you listening consistently to the sub, how many hours/day, please?

[in3deep]

Well... i did mention earlier about how i received a verbal offer for a job...

apparently before they can offer the contract officially, they have to go thru the approval process with the higher management and what (bureaucratic HR process)

and its been almost 3 weeks since i received a verbal offer and its still in the process of getting all the approvals... once a week they will call me and ask me for more details such as character reference and clarify my CV

i must admit, the longer this drags on... the more worried i get that somehow someone in the approval chain might decide to juz pull the plug and reject my offer

ive been doing some visualising with theta music to help along this process... imagining myself already working there..

Keep us up to date, we love following your progress, are you listening consistently to the sub, how many hours/day, please?

Hey Trend,

Yes im listening to the sub consistently.. anything from 9-10 hours a day

[Trend]

Awesome !!! Just take your time then, let the magic happen