Despite my joking around, in all seriousness from what you reported with EPRHA 2.0 i'd say it would be a good idea to continue it.
This part of your post really stood out to me..
That is massive man, I wasn't trying to be a dick talking about AOS just mainly saying that it's the same difficult decision for me.
I'm in the same boat in that I know E2 is probably what I need but the whole sexiness thing that certainly does stand out as something i'd enjoy.
And if you do continue E2 for longer then you'll be more 'clear' to accept the sexiness programming. Not trying to make your decision, just giving another viewpoint as it may have seemed I was trying to push you into doing AOS which I wasn't on purpose.
Haha dammit, i'm gonna need a 'resist and survive flogging' program. If it helps I flogged myself pretty hard doing legs at the gym today.
This part of your post really stood out to me..
Quote:Having high self-esteem is something I've found really elusive before. I can imitate an alpha and for a while I can put myself in the mindset of one and convince other people I am one, but I've never fully BEEN it before. It's always been an act.
This sub has helped me realize what having self-esteem is actually like. I wake up and it feels like there's permanent sunshine on my body. My mood is always high. The depressive stuff I went through was resistance, and now it's dissolved I can't believe how good I feel now.
That is massive man, I wasn't trying to be a dick talking about AOS just mainly saying that it's the same difficult decision for me.
I'm in the same boat in that I know E2 is probably what I need but the whole sexiness thing that certainly does stand out as something i'd enjoy.
And if you do continue E2 for longer then you'll be more 'clear' to accept the sexiness programming. Not trying to make your decision, just giving another viewpoint as it may have seemed I was trying to push you into doing AOS which I wasn't on purpose.
Quote:Sigh. I'm gonna have to flog you more, I see.
Quote:Are you happy, Ben? Now he's quitting EHPRA2. It's all your fault. Prepare to be flogged.
Haha dammit, i'm gonna need a 'resist and survive flogging' program. If it helps I flogged myself pretty hard doing legs at the gym today.