Nightly update -- probably won't be able to respond to anything tonight. Gotta get up early and go to court for that speeding ticket I got while out on that v2.2 date 
This sub... this aura -- there's something here, but I don't know what and I can't figure out what's going on.
So, I've had resistance all day, the sad and depressive kind. I ran another loop to see if I could tunnel through it. Ended up making the resistance worse. In fact, I started to get one of my terrifying resistance migraines -- seriously, these things HURT and no amount of pain reliever stops the aching. Dawned on me that I hadn't eaten anything, so I ran up to the burger joint up the road and ordered this huge burger and fries meal. Here's the weird thing: this was definitely some kind of autopilot and/or OE decision. I did it without even thinking. It's hard to explain, but it was like I was kind of in a daze.
Anyway, ate the burger. About 20 minutes later, I started to feel A LOT better. Another interesting tidbit -- I've suffered from poor digestion for my entire life. Food would sit in my stomach for 14 - 16 hours, draining all of my energy. Seriously, I could eat... half a donut and would fall asleep from how heavy it felt in my stomach. This huge burger and fries meal? Gone. In less than an hour. About 45 minutes after eating it, my stomach felt completely empty. In fact, I'm sitting here starving right now, having eaten that huge meal about three hours ago. To me, this suggests that the aura is indeed increasing metabolism significantly. After boxing class, I was in the locker room dressing out and I noticed a slight loss in body fat. (NOTE: Added this to my codex. View it here: http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-7872-p...#pid128683 -- if you have anything to add, respond here or PM me).
The resistance is now all but gone. Not sure if it was the food, the extra loop or the workout, but it's pretty much gone. I feel centered, grounded, confident and sexy. So, the programming from BIABWS is being ingrained at the least. Just don't know about the aura...
Still no attraction from women. Still getting respect hits from men. In fact, after boxing class, the coach and I ended up having an hour long personal conversation on our life and martial arts journeys. He totally opened up and gave me this long story. It felt awkward when I said I had to go and take care of my kid. He seemed a little embarrassed, like wtf am I talking to this dude for so long. His daughter, the assistant coach, seems secretly enamored with me, but she's really young (I think like 14) and just not attractive, so that doesn't matter anyway.
Couldn't get the other women to notice me at all. But, in the gym, I noticed a bunch of MEN looking at me like, "yo who is this dude." I want answers. I fail to believe that I'm getting this much respect from the aura, but it's women are perceiving me as low value. Like, that's not how it works -- women love a man that other men respect and look up to. Internally, I love the way this makes me feel. I love how it's making me want to socialize, to be out in the world. But... I miss that ridiculous female attraction. At this point, I'm not getting any attraction at all, which feels a bit alarming.
Let's see how this bad boy works at the court tomorrow...
EDIT: Based on RTBoss's observations, I'm going to try 4 loops tonight and see how that goes. I have a date with my new f*ck buddy, "A" on Saturday, so we'll get to see how the aura affects friends with benefits then.
EDIT EDIT: Forgot to note -- I AM HEALING FASTER. My knees aren't giving me as much trouble and my shoulders are literally healing overnight. I'm becoming faster and stronger in boxing class. My left hook / right cross combination is the harbinger of the apocalypse and it developed in the last five days.
This sub... this aura -- there's something here, but I don't know what and I can't figure out what's going on.
So, I've had resistance all day, the sad and depressive kind. I ran another loop to see if I could tunnel through it. Ended up making the resistance worse. In fact, I started to get one of my terrifying resistance migraines -- seriously, these things HURT and no amount of pain reliever stops the aching. Dawned on me that I hadn't eaten anything, so I ran up to the burger joint up the road and ordered this huge burger and fries meal. Here's the weird thing: this was definitely some kind of autopilot and/or OE decision. I did it without even thinking. It's hard to explain, but it was like I was kind of in a daze.
Anyway, ate the burger. About 20 minutes later, I started to feel A LOT better. Another interesting tidbit -- I've suffered from poor digestion for my entire life. Food would sit in my stomach for 14 - 16 hours, draining all of my energy. Seriously, I could eat... half a donut and would fall asleep from how heavy it felt in my stomach. This huge burger and fries meal? Gone. In less than an hour. About 45 minutes after eating it, my stomach felt completely empty. In fact, I'm sitting here starving right now, having eaten that huge meal about three hours ago. To me, this suggests that the aura is indeed increasing metabolism significantly. After boxing class, I was in the locker room dressing out and I noticed a slight loss in body fat. (NOTE: Added this to my codex. View it here: http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-7872-p...#pid128683 -- if you have anything to add, respond here or PM me).
The resistance is now all but gone. Not sure if it was the food, the extra loop or the workout, but it's pretty much gone. I feel centered, grounded, confident and sexy. So, the programming from BIABWS is being ingrained at the least. Just don't know about the aura...
Still no attraction from women. Still getting respect hits from men. In fact, after boxing class, the coach and I ended up having an hour long personal conversation on our life and martial arts journeys. He totally opened up and gave me this long story. It felt awkward when I said I had to go and take care of my kid. He seemed a little embarrassed, like wtf am I talking to this dude for so long. His daughter, the assistant coach, seems secretly enamored with me, but she's really young (I think like 14) and just not attractive, so that doesn't matter anyway.
Couldn't get the other women to notice me at all. But, in the gym, I noticed a bunch of MEN looking at me like, "yo who is this dude." I want answers. I fail to believe that I'm getting this much respect from the aura, but it's women are perceiving me as low value. Like, that's not how it works -- women love a man that other men respect and look up to. Internally, I love the way this makes me feel. I love how it's making me want to socialize, to be out in the world. But... I miss that ridiculous female attraction. At this point, I'm not getting any attraction at all, which feels a bit alarming.
Let's see how this bad boy works at the court tomorrow...
EDIT: Based on RTBoss's observations, I'm going to try 4 loops tonight and see how that goes. I have a date with my new f*ck buddy, "A" on Saturday, so we'll get to see how the aura affects friends with benefits then.
EDIT EDIT: Forgot to note -- I AM HEALING FASTER. My knees aren't giving me as much trouble and my shoulders are literally healing overnight. I'm becoming faster and stronger in boxing class. My left hook / right cross combination is the harbinger of the apocalypse and it developed in the last five days.
